Maya Z.'s Page

I might make a vlog later but right now I just need to let some waves of grief subside and run their course. I had a great evening last night and all is good in my world. When I was writing out Action points this afternoon for next week regarding a lot of projects I want to work on one of those items was to created a little farewell shrine for my dear Dog Eliahu who dies on the 7 November 07. The shrine will be place in the Temple at Burning Man and would be another ceremony for me to let go o… Continue

I surfed this afternoon (I know...should be working)... I went through all of the faces of the CCOR community so I know the faces. Not everyone likes to put their face on the web and a lot haven't been writing for days or even months. One of the things I learned from yoga and meditation and other wonderful practices is the concept of showing up and the concept of being one with your word. My feelings right now are how do I support those people who made the commitment and then broke it. One of… Continue

Is that my ego trying to put a vail over my aware conscientiousness? It feels a bit like that sometimes. Especially after I had such an amazing spiritual breakthrough last week and was on cloud nine - all of a sudden I am so tired and my brain is slow and commitment is low. Its the eb and flow of awareness - that's how I am seeing it. And I am just riding it to the next level in some way and in another way really trying to push to be aware. Right now I am seeing my mind as the kind observer… Continue

Tiday was such a long and wonderful day. I both worked in my regular job, Visual Effects Artist, and catered a luncheon for 25 people. It felt really good to do something different for a while and to feed people and actually get paid for it:) Tomorrow I will be doing another luncheon for them and then I am off to 3 days of cooking at a retreat - pretty amazing stuff - all coming together at the same week. Along with Mercury Retrograde over I am feeling finally that its really going fast forw… Continue

So, being Jewish, 13 is actually a good number. But today things seem to be in a bit of a set back - the home we want so much is just a bit beyond our reach. Shall we believe in the universe and go for it believing it will turn to the best, or go with our gut feeling (is it really my intuition or my sense of survival at work here) and let this one go with the belief that the next one will be the one we want. Just sending this blurb to the Universe and to cyber space with a request of support… Continue