S3 Day 4: So far So Good

[Sanya]

Well, I'm back from my whirlwind travelling session, taking my eldest and youngest daughters to Italy to be with their grandparents, and I must say that it all went extremely smoothly! Everything just flowed so perfectly and easily. And the nervousness I'd been feeling about leaving my girls, especially my youngest (it's her first time) just melted away when I saw their joy and their grandparent's joy about being with them. They were all so happy!! Plus the weather over there is absolutely splendid at the moment. Totally Divine. And they even get to go to the beach! Lucky them!

Back in England, I started worrying about how will I keep my middle daughter entertained and have fun with her until we go and join her sisters in two weeks time. But that is turning out fine as well. She is absolutely loving being the center of attention! We went out today to pick a dress for her to wear to the wedding we've been invited to next week (this is the main reason she chose to stay here and not go with her sisters believe-it-or-not!) and we found the most gorgeous long flowing white one in which she looks like a little angel that's floated down straight from the Heavens. Then after that we went to play at her friends house. So she had quite a fun day. I am also really appreciating having this special time to bond more with her.

I've also managed to make a Vision Board for this season (yay!!) and have put it somewhere I'll see it each day. So hopefully it will start working its magic in my life soon!

The only thing that I'm not exactly happy with is my weight. I originally started the Fitness Challenge to help me slim down again, as I'd put on 3kg in the last month. Well, it has been two weeks of excercising an hour a day 5-6 times a week. I have cut out all the biscuits and ice-cream that had caused the gain in the first place. I've been eating more healthily (and the same ammount as before the gain) But my weight has not changed!!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrr!! It's not like I've had 'inch loss' either, because my clothes still feel the same on me. I will continue to excercise though, as I love the extra energy it gives me, and the feelings of vitality, and hopefully my body will be slimmer soon (please Universe! I have to go on holidays and sit in a swimming costume soon!!!)

Anyway, Lots of Love to everyone, and sending lots of sparkles and good vibes for all your journeys!

[Sanya]

Aw, thank you all so much for your comments!
You are all very inspiring! I have taken them all in & I'm keeping going.
One interesting thing happened this morning after I came back from my jog, which I had to cut short because of my achilles tendon hurting, is that I found a few sub-conscious beliefs that my body is holding which may be blocking the release of the weight. I found: 'I'm not supposed to care about what my body looks like'; ''it's bad for me to care about what my body looks like' and 'my mother would disapprove of me being beautiful and slim' (which are absurd beliefs I know - especially the one about my mother, but they were on a subconsious level, programmes that had been installed in the past or passed down through the genes)...so I'm definitely going to ask that they be changed now asap!

Lots of Love to you, and thank-you all once again!! xoxxoox

oh p.s. Mascha, my you tube channel is: http://www.youtube.com/user/missssstarlight?feature=moby ♥

[Mascha]

Awh.. that's so sweet about your daughters arrival in Italy & the bonding time with your middle daughter Good decisions are opening new doors!! Great to hear you've created a visionboard for this season!!
About the fitness challenge.. Maybe it helps if you cut out all the sugar, wheat and diary products as well? It has changed my body drastically!! Don't be too hard on yourself though~*

Thanks for your sparkles and good vibes, it's feels always good connecting with you!!
Much love and rainbowblessings,
xoxoxoxo Mascha

PS Can you please share the link to your YT page? Somehow, after entering FB, I'm not able to watch any CCOR vids- and I saw you've uploaded one I'd love to see!!

[createfate]

It takes awhile to start losing Sanya... Like it takes me a good 6 weeks of cutting back to begin to start dropping.. The less you have to lose the harder it is as well.... BUT it does come off... For me its like I literally just get up one day and its off... SO stick with it...