Making it really official...I started my 100 day challenge!
Good morning..........Vietnam.....
Here am I, sitting on a big couch, laptop with me...and starting thinking about what do I really want...not because I need to want...or because I wanted it before....no what do I want now.
So some back up info, I am living in Vietnam, how did I end up here? My husband got a job over here and of course me and our son joined him in this wonderful new opportunity. We are living near Saigon, have a beautiful son of almost 2 years, a maid that helps out on everything.
Life is good.....and there is time....to start living aware....yes before we just felt too busy to take the time...I know it is a excuse but it is good....our desire to start living from out awareness is big. We just got stuck in the flat life for a moment. We start my goal working method; Martin is back into the road of becoming a Yoga teacher.
And now I wrote down these nice intension and goals....I immediately get afraid....oh man....do I really want it.....losing 12 kg damn....this means hard work, less food......so immediately my inner coach starts, ok Melanie do you want to listen to your fear or to what you want....are you really a lazy person or do you believe you are lazy......yes I remember this is it....this is what I love to do....make it clear.
Then we have the business part, in the Netherlands I worked for a couple of years at an NGO that provided personal development training for youth. It was an inspirational environment, this is what I miss. So that's what I want to start here. Organizing inspirational training courses for people interested...so step one is made.....I start getting back to my I am magic trust....after I believe in this and get my focus back....I believe I can create the same for others.....this is the moment. And I mean what I say, this is the moment Melanie. You are going to start today. You are going to launch your website, you start meeting people that will support you in your ideas. You know what you can...so just do it again. Nike is right...Just do! And I have 2, tomorrow I will give my first training to a Vietnamese company.......'
The sun is shining; it's time for my healthy regulated breakfast...
Very nice to type it all down........
Here am I, sitting on a big couch, laptop with me...and starting thinking about what do I really want...not because I need to want...or because I wanted it before....no what do I want now.
So some back up info, I am living in Vietnam, how did I end up here? My husband got a job over here and of course me and our son joined him in this wonderful new opportunity. We are living near Saigon, have a beautiful son of almost 2 years, a maid that helps out on everything.
Life is good.....and there is time....to start living aware....yes before we just felt too busy to take the time...I know it is a excuse but it is good....our desire to start living from out awareness is big. We just got stuck in the flat life for a moment. We start my goal working method; Martin is back into the road of becoming a Yoga teacher.
And now I wrote down these nice intension and goals....I immediately get afraid....oh man....do I really want it.....losing 12 kg damn....this means hard work, less food......so immediately my inner coach starts, ok Melanie do you want to listen to your fear or to what you want....are you really a lazy person or do you believe you are lazy......yes I remember this is it....this is what I love to do....make it clear.
Then we have the business part, in the Netherlands I worked for a couple of years at an NGO that provided personal development training for youth. It was an inspirational environment, this is what I miss. So that's what I want to start here. Organizing inspirational training courses for people interested...so step one is made.....I start getting back to my I am magic trust....after I believe in this and get my focus back....I believe I can create the same for others.....this is the moment. And I mean what I say, this is the moment Melanie. You are going to start today. You are going to launch your website, you start meeting people that will support you in your ideas. You know what you can...so just do it again. Nike is right...Just do! And I have 2, tomorrow I will give my first training to a Vietnamese company.......'
The sun is shining; it's time for my healthy regulated breakfast...
Very nice to type it all down........
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Comment by Nikola on November 16, 2008 at 1:43pm -
Great story, oke go and just do it !!!
There is great love 4 U here
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