Just realised that I have a problem with asking

[Cocolilly]

I was thinking today in between my daily routines and unexpected stuff, that really want to manifest £25,000. Now I know that it is possible for people to manifest this amount of money any time any place with LOA, but not me. Not that I don't believe that LOA works, it is just that I was bought up to believe that you should not ask for things you should wait to be offered.

Now looking back in my life I can understand the frustration and the annoyance that I used to have when people used to ask for what I wanted, and got it while I was always left wanting because I was waiting to be asked. My manifestations are very slow, and even though I get them, I feel as if I am always testing the law of attraction, not entirely trusting it because I feel that I won't get it because I asked, hence cancelling out my the thing I asked for

I am not in any way having a whinge or anything, but I would like to deprogram-me myself and look at being able to ask for stuff and being comfortable with it, this would be a huge block removed for me, so if anyone has the answer let me know. In the meanwhile, I will look through the Abraham books that I have and see if there is something in there that can shift this thinking into a more negative state.