Today it was confirmed that I will have to delay my plans for running the May 2009 Greenbay Marathon. This was to be my first and to be run on my Birthday weekend! I believe that I am in the "anger" phase right now and working to take the time to acknowledge these feelings and then move on. I am good at the moving on part however I believe that part of the gift for me here is to acknowledge the feelings and then move on.
I can see some of the blessings as permission to just allow myself to feel the disappointment for a moment, the opportunity to extend my training, the opportunity to select from a gizzilion other marathons and\or the same one next year, faith in divine order and the right marathon at the right time, healing in other areas of my life that were impacted, opportunity to learn about training and being a better trainer and ...we shall see :)
I am attracting all that I need to make right choices and have even more in my future. I easily transform negative thought energies and attract even more positive ones
Tuesday - the next day does come :)
I am feeling much more optimistic now. I made some right choices that have boosted my positive energy and am opening to the lessons and blessing that this process has for me.
I am doing my monthly visioning and checking back here with CCOR to remind myself of my focus and intentions
I have a clairvoyant reading scheduled for tomorrow as well which is helpful for me to gain a better perspective and reclaim my energies and enthusiasm for my next right steps.
It is all good :)
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