I CRY!!!
I try hard to remember the good times that we had. All of the joys of our lives but I keep being brought back to the reality of the undeserving death they experienced. Why?????????????? I love you sis and I miss you alot I would give anything to change things if I could. I do hope that you have moved on to a better place and that there really is no pain there cause you of all people deserve the best. I wish I could have been the best man for your wedding tony but it seems thing are not always as we plan. I love you both and I look forward to seeing you both again forgive me please for not being able to be there when i was needed the most. I need you to forgive me I can never forgive myself.
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Comment by Emha on February 4, 2009 at 1:39am -
I'm sure your sister's energy is with you!
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Comment by Cari on February 3, 2009 at 11:48pm - My thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time, Shane... It's good that you're writing through the pain and expressing your feelings about it-- it may not make things better, but it's what you can do to help you get through the suffering you're experiencing right now. Everyone deserves forgiveness and in time I hope you will find the courage to forgive yourself. Peace, Cari
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Comment by Eric on February 3, 2009 at 10:51pm - I don't shy from these hard wrought posts. They affect me. Admittedly Shane, I do not know you. But what you have written is a start at a catharsis, I hope, a healing. Please do never forget the 'good times' and the joys. It's our mission as the living, I think. Courage!
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