Day one Season 3 - Another fresh start!

[Lydie>--]

New - canvas - book with blank pages. New new new - what's new? The challenge. What challenge? My own challenge. What do I want to challenge myself with.. wellllll I had a game plan today. I was going to take time during my work hours to decide. However, it's 4:30.. and I haven't had a second yet.

My whole "work-world" got shifted today... One email crushed it all. Everything I know now is about to change. And the worse things is that everything is all up in the air. (Debating if I should explain or not...) Humm let's just say that this was said: "I understand that you were to be coming off of ecomm (project i am on they laid off 75% of the people in the past few weeks) as of today. We'd like to propose you to work on some other projects where we need help. Can you confirm please."

1. I had no idea - none what so ever
2. I replied and never got an answer
3. this would involve that I would work from a different office (do I pack my things? Yes No maybe)
4. basically it's all un-known things and I really don't like it.

BUT as the day progressed and I really tried not to worry too much.. I had to keep reminding myself that what ever happens happens. There can never be "worse" because everything is and shall serve as a learning experience that will be useful at a later time... etc.

Keeping positive and worry free is an exercise. Whatever I can't control I have to release and leg go and wait. But that unfortunately clouded my head. Plus I proceeded to try to wrap up things that I should not leave behind (not done - but oh well)

Enough of all this >> I shall blog again with objectives - dreams and all the GOOD things I will practice over the next 100 days.

I think the theme remains. More LYDIE time (yes i changed my name to my birth certificate one - regretting ever not liking it -- all that related to my father passing -- he gave me that name and loved it and would be upset when ppl would call me Lydia etc .. poor man..)

More dreaming BIG
More actively doing things towards goals and dreams
More taking care of my health mental spiritual
More blogging etc etc
I wanna expend more

IN THE MEAN TIME
HAPPY 100 DAYS TO ALL CCOR NEW AND OLD

SPECIAL THANKS AND GREETINGS TO
M - SHAYLA AND EMHA
much love girls !!!

[M]

Ooohhh, we're starting our season at the same day!!!!
I like it.
(I'm honoured to be mentioned in your blog :-)
Take it easy girl, everything that happens, happens for your good. Something really really good will come out of this.
Our ears will ring when we hear all the stories about your magnificent season...
I'm smiling already!!!

[Yvette Marie]

So nice to see your back. I've yet to start my season three as I'm still thinking about season two which ended on 4/9/09. Really want to have a good focused one, know what I mean. Hey I haven't started yet and I'm already off to a great start by knowing what I want. Happy focused manifesting to you Lydie.:-)

[Shayla]

I JUST LOVE YOU!!! I can't say it enough. Your a big inspiration to me. I love your blogs, your attitude towards life, your beauty inside and definatly out (loving the hair in the videos *smile*) and much much more. I didn't realize this was both of our season three's....exciting. I'll try to stay on track and not let circumstances stop me in my tracks. Thanks for the greetings as well. Talk to ya soon.

[CreativeConqueror]

I like the name Lydie :)