Tonight I'm going to a concert with a friend of mine. The dynamic of wanting it to become more often factors into my life. By becoming more, I mean 'this, right here, is not enough'. Also, I'm nervous. It's a concert and people will be dancing around, which I usually don't feel comfortable doing in this environment. Also, I'm nervous. I think more than I feel sometimes and I THINK A LOT, often about the bad stuff that may happen. I'm often paranoid and neurotic. So (drum roll please) TONIGHT AND FROM NOW ON I AM BEING CONFIDENT, HONEST, LOVING AND IF IT COMES UP, IMPROVING WHATEVER HAPPENS, CONSISTENTLY REMEMBERING TO FACTOR IN BREATHING, PATIENT, IN PLAYFUL LOVE WITH MYSELF AND COMFORTABLE CONSCIOUSLY DANCING IN HISTORICALLY UNCOMFORTABLE ENVIRONMENTS. . . Like the library. . . .:-)
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