Day 18 Season 4 (Doing my Best and Forgetting the Rest)

[Mark]

Hey all! I just love what Tony Horton has to say about doing our best and forgetting the rest. I tend to sometimes get down on myself because I don't achieve all that I want to in a day. I get upset that I focus on one thing and then the other things fall apart. It is hard to keep all of my endeavors going all at one time so I just "Do my best"! I mean that is really all we can ever do. I have been really concentrating on my health lately and getting into shape. I have started the P90X workout system and am just loving it so far. It is hard work but I am hanging in there. Lets see what happens in the upcoming days though. I do feel really confident that I am going to complete this thing and have the start of the body that I have always wanted. Not too mention how good I am going to feel. I mean I can already tell a difference in my energy levels. It's amazing when you actually pay attention to what you are putting into your body how different it can actually feel. I have been trying to cut out all the sugars and extra crap that I have been putting into my body for years and in a very short amount of time it makes a huge difference. Anyways, I will be talking about that a lot in the next couple of weeks so I will let it go for now. I have not been as motivated with The Party Animals though. This is my business and I really need to dig deep and find some motivation. It's funny though. Because with TPA I don't get to see my instant results. I don't get to see it actually moving in the direction that I want. It isn't as clear and therefore have to have a lot of faith in the project and just trust. This I have been doing and will continue to do but I needed to do something that could lead to results that I could see right a way. I think that is why I am so focused on this P90X workout. If I follow the rules and do what it says then I will have the desired results. I work harder and I see better results. I needed to see something for a change. That might be a little petty but it's what I needed to do because I was starting to get a little depressed I think. So my focus has been on that and I am actually very content. So let's keep that up but at the same time I need to keep trusting that The Party Animals are on the right path and I just have to keep up the faith and trust that it will lead me to where I am supposed to go. Still no word on the Tour but I hope I will be able to know about that soon just so I know it which direction I need to focus. So in the meantime I will continue to get healthy and start working on the webisodes I want to do. I hope you all are doing what you want to do and are getting the results that you want. Wishing you all well!