Day 14 Season 1

[Leann Denise]

Hello everyone! Sorry I haven't been updating my blog. This past weekend I had a bit of a rebound back into my old habits. Somehow, I got more scared than usual watching this ghost show with my friend this past Saturday. I couldn't seem to get my thoughts off of it either until Tuesday or so. I guess I'm more sensitive? I don't know. But I need to stay away from scary stuff because of my driving exam. It's very easy for me to fall into, "Oh my God, driving is sooo scary!" mode. On Monday my driving lesson didn't go as well, probably because I was still recovering. On Wednesday it went better though. Tonight, I'm going to enjoy myself by watching some Korean drama's and eating guacamole and chips. Num num. :)

I wonder what I should do with my friend. I enjoy hanging out with her somewhat but she isn't always a positive influence. She likes scary movies, and I do somewhat but not as much as she does. And she does complain about work a lot and how she doesn't like Dutch people very much. And her talking about the Dutch people at work, saying that they shouldn't be talking in other languages and blah blah, just makes me angry lol. I know it's not true for every Dutch person, and it all depends on your point of view. Although she doesn't complain all of the time. If she was truly negative most of the time, I wouldn't be friends with her. Though she is easy to influence into doing more happy activities. I suppose I should focus more on that instead of letting her choose all of the activities. In other news I have a headache and my knee hurts. :-x My knee hurts every once in awhile but it's been hurting more lately. Maybe I should go to the doctor. Or just use LoA hehe. Well that's it for now, will try to keep up.

[Nikola]

Hi,

I think if its that upsetting 2 U, don't watch it, just tell your friend, you would like 2 watch something else, if you do something that you don't like, nothing good will come out of it.
So don't do it, or make sure you are oke with it :-)

Did you try to prepaive your driving lessons ?
Thats what I would do, just visualize before you go, that all will go perfect, and get into the feeling of it going swell, the more you practice it the better it will go.

Well about your friend, the most important thing is that you feel good, if you stick 2 that, all the other things will fall into place, maybe your friend will be more positive (at least when around you), your knee will feel better, etc.

It is a good thing that now you are aware of these things, that means your on the right track, so your doing great :-)

Groetjes, Niko