Day 10 Season 1
Hey!
I am having treatment in the special recovery unit and I am very lucky to be work with a very lovely and spiritual lady.
We are working through self esteem workbooks and trying to get rid of my negative core beliefs.
My special person is being quite supportive but he is challenging the theories of my treatment. He upset me the other night and I ended up taking more of y medication than I should have. He came round because he was concerned and we had a night of passion which was so wrong but so beautiful! I love him so much. I have been thinking about him a lot and how I love being with him physically and I am happy I had the chance to be close to him in this way again. I know he cares deeply for me and finds me attractive.
I am focussing now on finishing my album. I manifested a USB stick (thanks to my sister) to put WAV files on to give to a friend to do the mastering. I have 3 days to do this. I have been quite unmotivated but tomorrow I will start this in earnest. I am prepared mentally for the challenge and will give it total concentration.
I feel very lucky as I have been asked to put together a 7 minute radio documentary - I am completely free to do what I want for 7 mnutes - talk, play songs, promote my album - anything at all! If I get it done by Saturday it will be aired on Sunday night. I really want it to be aired on Sunday as the radio show has a special electro theme that night with all electronic artists so it will be the perfect day to air my documentary and I produce electronic music!
So I must try hard the next few days to do this! It is a good positive opportunity!
I have also been offered a show on the night of my album launch party at a venue just around the corner from my house. This is amazing because I am hosting the album launch party at my place so I can just get everyone to come from there to the show. Very good synchronicity! A positive sign!
So, even though most days I am crying and healing in the psychiatric unit with all the other broken people I am sure I will be fixed! and it won't just be a mask of happiness, my core will have healed. I have been given the most amazing opportunity to sort out myself out at a crucial stage in my life.
Bye for now
Good luck in all your cocreating!!!!!
Lots of love xxxx
I am having treatment in the special recovery unit and I am very lucky to be work with a very lovely and spiritual lady.
We are working through self esteem workbooks and trying to get rid of my negative core beliefs.
My special person is being quite supportive but he is challenging the theories of my treatment. He upset me the other night and I ended up taking more of y medication than I should have. He came round because he was concerned and we had a night of passion which was so wrong but so beautiful! I love him so much. I have been thinking about him a lot and how I love being with him physically and I am happy I had the chance to be close to him in this way again. I know he cares deeply for me and finds me attractive.
I am focussing now on finishing my album. I manifested a USB stick (thanks to my sister) to put WAV files on to give to a friend to do the mastering. I have 3 days to do this. I have been quite unmotivated but tomorrow I will start this in earnest. I am prepared mentally for the challenge and will give it total concentration.
I feel very lucky as I have been asked to put together a 7 minute radio documentary - I am completely free to do what I want for 7 mnutes - talk, play songs, promote my album - anything at all! If I get it done by Saturday it will be aired on Sunday night. I really want it to be aired on Sunday as the radio show has a special electro theme that night with all electronic artists so it will be the perfect day to air my documentary and I produce electronic music!
So I must try hard the next few days to do this! It is a good positive opportunity!
I have also been offered a show on the night of my album launch party at a venue just around the corner from my house. This is amazing because I am hosting the album launch party at my place so I can just get everyone to come from there to the show. Very good synchronicity! A positive sign!
So, even though most days I am crying and healing in the psychiatric unit with all the other broken people I am sure I will be fixed! and it won't just be a mask of happiness, my core will have healed. I have been given the most amazing opportunity to sort out myself out at a crucial stage in my life.
Bye for now
Good luck in all your cocreating!!!!!
Lots of love xxxx
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