At times the path is not so crystal clear...
(victorious queen)
What am I about now? I mean at this point in my life…? I feel that I somewhat lack of a sense or purpose and direction. I don’t have a plan these days. I have a vague idea of what I wanna accomplish.. mostly long term but no plans to achieve them. I am randomly living and not co-creating my life. I need to align my thoughts to that downward flowing stream and that contains all my wishes and desires. I need to allow myself to be carried away by that flow and see my dreams manifest and unfold in front of me. I know that I shall not plan since by doing so I shall fail according to Ester Hicks (going upstream.. stress etc). But failing to plan also means planning to fail. But the planning I need to do is more on the level of meditating. Aligning my thought. Finding inner peace again. The loss of my father hunts my dreams and my thoughts mostly when I am about to fall asleep and 1st thing when I wake up. It’s rather annoying. Slows me down. My guess is that it’s “normal”.. part of the process. I really needed to write this today.. actually needed to just write whatever came out…
Briefly.. just wanna add that M made my week-end! We chatted on MSN for over an hour Sunday morning. I felt rejuvenated. We really meshed! M you are delightfully exquisite. Talking with someone that’s literally across the world…(The total distance from Canada to Netherlands is 3,531 miles or 5682 kms) While chatting, M and I left planet earth and through dreamland we traveled to a place and time where her and I will meet… and have some crazy fun with other co-creators in the Netherlands etc (Ehma you are definitely there with us!)
It was honestly so nice to escape my usual thoughts and float to that place where traveling the world and visiting cities and islands etc is just common practice. Reminiscing like this right in the middle of my day is good. Internally smiling and feeling good right about now. (of course typing this while getting interrupted here and there)
Next blog I wanna peak back onto the last 10 years of my life. The highlights… and the one after that.. the next 10 years.. and than after that I wanna post a new vision board and sometime between that a video..? Cool J
Well I hope that everywhere on the planet every CCOR members are having a good day!
xxxoxxo
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Comment by Retrain Plain Gerlaine to Obtain on February 11, 2009 at 11:27pm - All will be well as soon as we see it well in our mind first. Love ya! ~Gerlaine
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Comment by Lydie>-- on February 10, 2009 at 10:56pm - LOL that was priceless Ehma!!! LOL LOL !! Dutch is hard !! Yikes ;)
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Comment by M on February 10, 2009 at 4:20pm - and it has only just begun..... (ahh a song in my head... must come from the word carpet....)
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Comment by Lydie>-- on February 10, 2009 at 4:18pm
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LOL yeahhh !!! I agree that might as well go all out if we are going to be doing this. The universe shall grant us unimaginable amounts of money and it shall not be an issue for one spilt second. Limousine rides everywhere... red carpet treatments. Only the best ;) LOL This was a great day guys... I enjoyed reading the comments as the popped in!
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Comment by M on February 10, 2009 at 1:40pm
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Jeezz, Emha, I had nooo idea you were that posh!!! Amstel Hotel....
Hmmm, upper class co-creating.... well, I can ajust ;-) ... have to repack my suitcases now.. lose the jeans, pack the heels..
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Comment by Emha on February 10, 2009 at 12:54pm -
Amstel hotel
Hotel American
Dear M. if I have to stay in an Amsterdam hotel I settle for no less than the famous Hotel American or the Amstel Hotel! (Since we are in the process of creating, might as well make it extra luxurious)
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Comment by Lydie>-- on February 10, 2009 at 7:24am
- hahahahahaha!!! this is TOO fun!!! Yankee Doodle LOL OMG you guys are too funny! M .. yes!!!!! hotel overnight GREAT idea!! and the hotel ahhhh the choice is too hard!! they are both gorgeous.. wow! Did you say fun!! my goodness we will have TOO much fun. I know you guys are like the best crowd in the whole Europe! I gotta rush to get to work on time.. there is some freazing rain out there today! Love you guy M and Emha. Ohh and I would be honored to join the rank of Dutch Musketeers!! WOOO WOOO!!! xoxo Have a great day everyone!
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Comment by M on February 10, 2009 at 5:46am
- Hihihi, Emha, Lydia is no Yankee Doodle........ hahaha
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Comment by M on February 10, 2009 at 5:44am
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Hi my sweet girl,
I think we should think about which hotel to stay in when we visit Amsterdam. It will be fun to stay overnight, so we can go out and experience Amsterdam by night. I think one of these hotels will suit us just fine..
Do you prefer this one...
Or this one....
We need more than one room, because we will be staying there with all the Dutch Co Creators.
Oh Lydia, we will have so much fun!!!
looking forward to it...
Love M
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