And So Season 2 begins!!!

[Ronniecole11]

I don't even know where to start its seems like its been so long since I've written anything on here and I can't believe that my first 100 days went by so fast, or that sooo much happened in that period of time. Since I don't know how to start I'll pick up where I left off lol.

Updates : During the first 100 day challenge I decided to try to become a vegetarian ( I'm still a vegie)!! yaaay lol Now I'm at a place where I just want to be more particular about what goes into my body, I'm still snacking and not eating as healthy as I want to, but regardless I'm soo proud of myself for making the decision to do what i felt was right for me and to stick with it, despite the opposition and doubts of others

I'm feeling muuuch better in terms of depression, clearly things like this are a never ending battle but overall I feel more relaxed, content and at peace..I have a lot going on but i feel more connected to people and myself, which is really good

I CONFRONTED PEOPLE! Yaay i confronted a friend about things I wanted to address and though and though it didn't go well at first, we talked again and worked at it. I'm learning how to effectively handle confrontation and as a woman, I'm understanding that it is okay to say no or to be angry, thats fine.

I'm learning to accept negativity...that sounds weird but its true. Okay i will change that I'm learning to ACKNOWLEDGE EVERYTHING, good, bad, happy, sad, positive, negative..if I'm sad I'm sad, if I'm angry I'm angry and thats okay..lying to myself won't do anything. Once I accept the reality of the situation and my feelings I can begin the healing process

I BOUGHT SNOOPY!! Lmao, No I got a dog and her name is LuLu, she's a beagle, just like snoopy. I named her after the comic book character Little Lulu, I love this dog and she gives me a different outlook on things..shes also made me more of an animal lover, yaaay LuLu lol

I GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE..I want to say sort of but I did. I still have about quite a few credits to finish up though and its been extremley stressful, I can't take classes at my school (for complicated reasons) so now I have to take them at another institution and I don't know when I'lll be able to finish this credits so I can offically have my degree, ohhhh this has been the big stresser. I'm happy and feel so accomplished because I was able to graduate and I've made it so far but, there still seems like theres so much to do..who knows, but I'm trying

So yeah thats the update : )