Afraid of Happiness? (Day 29)
Hello Co-creators,
So, I've been doing a lot of soul searching lately and I came to a small epiphany. I felt like I was trying and trying to find happiness with no success. When I was journaling I noticed that there were things that I was dissatisfied with, but never really confronted directly. Then I realized maybe I was afraid of happiness. Happiness can be scary. It's spontaneous, intuitive, unknown, unexplored, unpredictable. Sadness, heartbreak it's all so predicable, ironically comfortable, and easy. So when I was feeling like happiness was beyond my reach it may have just been beyond my comfort zone.
Namaste.
So, I've been doing a lot of soul searching lately and I came to a small epiphany. I felt like I was trying and trying to find happiness with no success. When I was journaling I noticed that there were things that I was dissatisfied with, but never really confronted directly. Then I realized maybe I was afraid of happiness. Happiness can be scary. It's spontaneous, intuitive, unknown, unexplored, unpredictable. Sadness, heartbreak it's all so predicable, ironically comfortable, and easy. So when I was feeling like happiness was beyond my reach it may have just been beyond my comfort zone.
Namaste.
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