
(This is a card I made for myself, with an affirmation I made up that suits me. ~ I have this card on my nightstand, next to my bed, so I can go to sleep seeing it and wake up seeing it, have its presence with me at the beginning of the day and the beginning of dreamtime!)
Yes, I actually got a check in the mail, yesterday!!
This is amazing to me, because I had a really big block about money, couldn't picture myself ever getting real checks in the mail or having enough money~ I've been working A LOT to redirect the flow of my thoughts towards more positive, more
allowing thoughts...
So, this past month, I've gotten a credit on my phone bill, so I don't have to pay anything on it, this month; and I have a big credit on my electric bill, so I won't have to pay anything this month, and will pay only a bit, next month!
Now this check in the mail has come, and I can't get over it!!
Me, the one who always had a deprivation attitude when it came to money!
Me, who never could believe I could make enough money or get a good deal or crawl my way out of the debt I was building.
As my lack-thinking persisted, and my fears about surviving financially increased, of course the money flow tightened up on me.~ That's just the way it's going to work, if I focus on the not-having!
This helped me
I figured out that if I gave myself deadlines, it just didn't help. If I tried to convince myself that I AM RICH~ well, that didn't help, either, because I was faced with NOT being anything near rich. With no money to speak of, I couldn't look at an item and convince myself that I could actually buy it. It was going against my reality too much.
Also, convincing myself I could buy it, when I
couldn't believe that I would have the money, seemed like a good way for me to go deeper in debt!
But I remembered something I'd done years ago that worked, and started training myself~~ I started thinking to myself,
"I can't get that, now...but I WILL be able to buy it, in the future. Someday!"
(This is also what I said to myself to help me lose weight.)
That opened my mind a little. I started warming to the idea, and when I was capable of believing it, began to try out the statement,
"I can't buy that item right now, but I will be able to buy it soon!"
And that's when I could feel the shift in my thinking happen.~ I've been warming to the idea of "having it soon" and "having it very soon"~
I'm starting to be able to picture that more easily, and will keep working on opening up those doors wider!
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