DAY 08- little by little

[steph]

I don't know what's going on with me. I have some difficulties doing what I really want to do.
However I am very happy as I have started to go to the office by feet (foot), it takes me about 1 hour.
But I do need to focus on my meditation, visualization......
Since I have a long weekend (4 days) to come, I am going to take this opportunity to concentrate on all these things I really want to do
Unfortunately , at the moment I tend to spend to much time thinking about the bad things.So I have to stop doing this and start the rampage of appreciations

Sometimes I don't realize how LUCKY I am. Life is not meant to be difficult and sad.
I do love my life but sometimes I think that my relatives are very disappointed with me, as I am not doing what I should do. But I think that sometimes, I am also disappointed with myself for the same reasons.

I know I deserve better, but I am scared of a lot of things.

Anyway, That is the reason why I am doing the 100 day challenge.

This weekend I want to start my videos!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think I will do some videos in French and some in English.

[freezingiceblue]

I had a fab weekend. What about you? So exiciting doing videos. I think you'll love it!

[steph]

Thank you freezingiceblue. I had a very good weekend. what about you ?
I have already done 2 videos (one in French and one in English) in Youtube.
It was very difficult for me as I am very shy but I reckon that with time I will get used to it

[freezingiceblue]

Hope you had a really full and successful weekend Steph. I am looking forward to your videos. Doing a video is really good fun and unlocks even more opportunity than a written blog.