Day 37 Season 1

[Secret Mytai]

The past week has been a bit crazy. I have bought a new shiny computer with built in webcam but cant post a video as i lost my voice over the two weddings and because i cant seem to keep myself from talking its not getting better. So im on an anti speaking diet....

i had been called in for a job interview as a management consultant which is something i wanted to do before and the employer is a small business and although was looking for a full time person he considered me for a part time role. I made it clear that i couldnt work more than 2 days per week as i had other commitments and he was fine with it. the interview went really well and am waiting to hear back about it. Great opportunity for me as i can keep my hand in the accounting field and also have time to do everything else i want so that was a bonus this week.

Me and My hubby have decided to go back on a diet we did before we moved into our current home 8 months ago. its not really a diet to be honest we actually eat more times a day and so help our metabolism and just cut out on some bad foods like excess frying etc. But i still have my sweet foods and dont deny myself all my little pleasures. Before i eat i do step back and really think on a scale of 1 to 10 how much i really am craving or need to eat that certain piece of food. result being ive lost 3 pounds every week for the last 2 and a half weeks. Im really proud of that and this is something both of us can stick to as the foods made are delicious still just smaller quantities and more frequently.

we are having a sum of money next week which will help pay for restoration of a property and its like a grant and loan so we dont have to pay all of it back. bonus so we get something for nothing which is really rare and we have now made a new contact who will help us in the future. Also went to see a new property which has an amazing amount of potential and set to make a tidy 55-65% profit on it. So really really happy about that as well.

Got to spend some time with my mom and had a couple of my cousins stay at mine which was cute and they had a great time. That was a nice for me to have that time with them and i am grateful that they stayed.

I like to mediate and resolve problems and am honest about situations. I cannot change people but can make them see where they are heading then its up to them to change. A few days ago i was feeling a bit overwhelmed as there was alot going on so i decided to take a step back and just think about things. i realised that not one of the particular concerns i had in my mind that was creating these feeling was to do with me personally. so i let go of them. it felt amazing to know there is nothing at thi9s particular moment that i am concerned about in a negative way.

I had my free holosync cd come through and li8stened to what bill had to say. The music is definately soothing just want to let my hubby hear it and see what he thinks to it. I have tried innertalk and thats the same kind of principles where affirmations are said under soothing music and that worked so well. will have to dig out my old cds and give them a go again.

I am still reading Louise hays you can heal you life book and it is amazing. she is an inspirational lady.

hope all of you are well