Day 71 Season 2:)

[Zara]

Today I felt so tired, I think all that dancing I did at the weekend has caught up with me as I missed a night of sleep. I did manage to do some house work and do most of my ironing.

I looked at my finances as that is one of my goals to be on top of things and it made me feel quite low today. I let myself be negative and ended up arguing with my partner on the phone! I know that I shouldn't be focusing on negatives but sometimes I can't stop myself! I need to work on this but at least I am aware of it anyway.

My best friend called me late last night really upset. Her partner who had an affair with a girl at work has been still seeing the girl and my best friend started trusting him again. She is really upset and when I spoke to her today I said something and she said she didn't want to hear it and hung up on me. That also upset me today as I think she just wanted to listen to lies from her partner rather than the truth. Anyway I will have a better day tomorrow and be positive.

This is what I did towards my boundless living challenge:

I am working towards my new career as a jewellery designer.

I did some more designs in my sketch book. I looked through my library book on antique jewellery to get some ideas. Its amazing how a lot of today's designs are very similar to hundred year old designs.

I have a millionaire mindset!

Last night I read my book "Secrets of the millionaire mind" before I went to sleep and read more when I woke up. I have been reading it on and off all day when I can. I know exactly why my financial situation is the way it is. This book makes so much sense to me and I can't wait to start changing my "money blueprint". This has also brought up thoughts about my partners way of thinking which caused an argument tonight but I need him to be on board too if we want our financial situation to change.

[PJ]

Hi Zara, Sorry your day wasn't as smooth as you would have liked. I know its tough to keep up the positive vibing when there are worries and conflicts, but don't be too hard on yourself and keep faith that things will work out by reminding yourself of all the things you've already manifested! It's all within you. PJ

[Christine]

I know how you feel, the negative side can be so compelling to dwell on, sometimes! I think that can be used for good, if we're looking for a solution, but more often than not, we're just exercising our pain bodies.

Friendships that last will have their ups and downs, I guess you've noticed that! It's great that you stick with your friend during this bad time for her~ she's not making good decisions, and I bet she feels like her world is crashing down around her, with no safe place to go, not much hope. What an awful way to live!

Your blog entry is all about the importance of relationships, how the people in our lives can touch ours ~ if they don't do the Law of Attraction in positive ways, it can really affect us!

But at least you know and are aware of what direction you want to focus on!

[PinkPetals]

I'm sorry your friend is going through this, and I understand how sometimes it's hard to hear the truth. But things will work out as they should and you tried. Tomorrow will be amazing. =] *hugs*