Day 65 - There is ONLY perfection!

[Tabitha]

This is Ellie, who I will be looking after for the last two weeks that I am here in this house sit in Lower Plenty. She gets on well with Derby, so it should be all good! Lot of doggy snuggles for me, YAY!!!!!
I am nearly at the end of "The Science of mind" which I have been reading for the past few weeks now. I've not been rushing through it as I do with most books, but instead have been soaking up every page, weighing up every sentence and inspecting every word. The small amount of implied sexism bugs me a bit, but that's ok, 'cause the author is dead and so I just get my black pen out and scrub those sentences into oblivion!!! LOL! :-) Yep, I'm creating things as I want them!! Screw living by other people's rules! That is for doormats and losers - NOT ME!!!! I am FINALLY coming into my personal power, and I am no longer afraid of what I might do with it!
On the upside of the book, I am learning more about how focussing on negativity just creates more of the same, and I've been thinking about my ambitions to go to the third world and help animald and children there, and something occurred to me....for this goal to manifest in my life REQUIRES there to be abused and hungry animals and children - THE EXACT OPPOSITE of what I want. So, rather than focussing on fixing the problem as such, I am just going to focus on the total absence of the problem whilst continuing to take the same action to increase my financial resources and see what happens...
The learning from yesterday's energy healing is sinking in, and I am getting some insights into how I can do things better if I no longer have to be run by unconscious patterns from past life trauma. I hope that this is one of those things where the learning just BEGINS as the process ends.....I'm very excited in any case!!

[Ialsohaveadream]

Hi this is great to read! But I do believe that you can work woth children and animals but instead of focusing or thinking about the suffering and focus on making things better and/or good! I believe that the difference is HOW one does it, not always about what you do. But I know that is my belief and I really believe that if it is your passion to help others you definately should do it, and be happy at the same time =)

I am very happy for you, you seem to have found new strenght and energy! And I'd love to have your job! In sweden we have a saying that says: changes adds pleasure.

Kisses! <3