The First Day of the 100 Day Reality Challenge

[Isabel Carlos]

I´m so "confuse" about this ... I can´t decide how to start ....
so perhaps, I could star to ... Wanting to be relax ... Relaxation now, to feel the next step .....
Be "cool" about this... Be Confident ... Be nice with myself... :o)
... I love You Isabel :o)
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I have been reading the topics of Step-by-step by Lilou... I feel this Young, Lovely Girl as a Very Special one :o)
no wonder this Amazing Community :o)

I came to this CCOR trough a Deepak Chpra Video, found in a Raw Food Portufuese site... and where Lilou appears :o)

So .... I have a strong sympathy to Deepak Chopra, I´m a Vegetarian/Vegan girl :o) with strong Sympathy to the Raw Food,
I read a lot of Personal Development Books...
I knew The Secret, two years ago, and I was Very Attract to Ester Hick and to Abraham Teachings ...

I´m a mom of a Lovely 4 years old child, Sara called ... I´m a Painter and a "Architect" with a incomplete graduation ...
Lover of Ecology .. Nature... True self Nature .... and things like that

Happy?, Yes, but... :o)

such wonderful Things inside and no Wanting to show it .o)

result ... . time to times.. worry ... afraid :o) "lonely" ... brook :o) ..... debt .... :o)

so ... I really, REALLY Want to Be Myself .... This Divine Person, Been... called, in the this planet, Isabel ....

Be the Passionate Been, who knows The meaning Of Life... who EnJoy every step of Life, Who Respect Every Life´s Form ...
Abundant Been ... Of CReativity ... Love ... Money .... Friends ... Travels ... Smiles ... Propose .... Meaning

everything, up written, are very nice, but for today, what I want?

Relaxation, Confidence ... Knowing everything Is Well .... Certitude ....
and some Architecture work made :o)
Some Productive connection made :o)

Hummm ... it´s ok for now .... :o)
Love ... Isabel Carlos

[Isabel Carlos]

Hi to every One ....

One month ago I toke the commitment to myself to Effectively Do this 100 Days of Challenge ... and here I am .... "loosed" on my severals un-commitments, carefully booked on a little dairy ... forgotten on my full of papers desk :o)
Can I start it again ???? :o) ..... can I put a "cross" on this un-done job, and start it all-over again ???
I think, this is the "form" of my life until now :o) startings whiteout finishings :o)
this is wonderful when I can see more clarify my life .... :o) even if It seams a very "confusion" mont of "things" :o)
Thank You Ana, for Your visit to my page, and for your Presence in my Life now.... :o)
I will write soon for some more "aware" moments ..... moments of self taking :o)
For All ... My best Regards ..... Loving from Portugal
Isabel Carlos

[Ana]

Hi Isabel! I am loving to read your diary, so honest.

Kisses Ana

[Isabel Carlos]

Thank You Both ....
in deed ... this is a very "bizarre" day ...
a Day without wanting, except wanting to do nothing ... and is kind like I´m living a "sadness" day ... or perhaps a Introspective day ...
but a Day :o)
What a Day !! :o)
Thank You for Your Presence
Isabel Carlos

[Jenna]

Good luck on the challange!