D65 Doing Okay :)

[Nicole Bedard]

Hey co creators,

Ive been doing a lot of thinking today, and have been really trying to keep to myself today. I am in state of being okay. But it feels very strange, I Can't quite put my finger on this emotion. Its really in a state of being and feeling okay. I spoke with dr. ferguson via chat this afternoon about missing class yesterday, he was very kind and actually was trying to make me laugh which was very sweet, and the absenceis going excused of course. Its nice to have understanding professors.
Feeling very detatched from things still though- and you know? Im really okay with it and feel oddly at peace and at ease.

School is going decently. Accounting is fairly difficult and the professors is unresonsive. I am starting to say affirmations again, and one of my affirmations is about this very thing "Accounting is easy, and the professor is wonderful and responsive/helpful to her students". It seems to be working, because when I said this after sending a msg to her asking for help on a homework exercise, about an hour later I recieve a response. Most of the others have not had their questions answered by her at all- and some were from the first ay of class last week!
I love my law classes. There's just no other way around that. I adore them. I really feel like I have found the perfect profession. I know exactly what type of place I'd like to work for. I know exactly what kind of work I'd like to be doing. I think Im going to put an intention out there to work for the Department of Justice...yup= the government. Why the government? Because I realized the reason why I Love this major so much, is because I really, really enjoy the research and the analysis part of being a paralegal and being in law. I can really picture myself being lost and absorbed in research in a big law library working on a big case. I can picture this so clearly, because this is exactly what happens to me when I'm doing the readings and homework for these lower level law course. I really, really am positive that i've found the profession for me.

Its raining, we just ate dinner, I did lilou's latest meditation, some EFT,and am really full and warm and feeling very comfortable. Which means I've attracted comfort today and this was the goal.

Other goals for the week/weekend: really, just get through saturday (furneral) as best as i can....
raid with my guild in the evening just to blow off some steam from this week...
get the priest up to at least level 54
clean up room and do laundry , straighten around the house, plan some dinners for next week.
Finish up this weeks homework, reading, and get really great grades on my accounting quiz this week.

[Nicole Bedard]

thank you very much, lots of love!

[Stephanie]

good luck with your accounting quiz and i hope saturday flies by for you. congrats on enjoying your law classes and profession.
good luck!