Season 2: Day 62! -A valuable experience with the LOA, and the source within me-

[Kyle]

Hello everyone,

I've had some experiences recently. About 2 weeks ago I decided to start rampaging daily. I felt great for like 5 days straight. Then it came time for the weekend. I'd been envisioning my life in a much better picture so often that this person with whom I've been with for about 10 months had actually "vibrated out of my experience". The weekend just felt odd, it seemed like something was changing. He started acting differently. Everything about my relationship was great, except for our age difference, and hence kind of an energy gap, where we had both lived rather different lives already.

I've been trying so hard to imagine having someone just like him, but more close to my age, and i think that as a result of all of my rampaging, the universe began to line things up for me, and that this "break-up" was an indicator.

The break-up has been difficult recently since he was such a strong source of connection. There's been quite a bit of contradiction of energy within me. But, the important thing to get from this is that although I love him like crazy, there was still a desire to be with someone with whom I can more easily relate, mainly in terms of where we are chronologically in life. And I believe the L.O.A. and the universe have already shown me some signs.

This has been very difficult but I'm continuing to desire something much better. It's getting easier as the days pass.

The reason I began rampaging for those 5 days was to start the "30 Days Process" that Abraham talks about so often. And now, I just plan on continuing from where I am. I will consistently look for the best feeling thought I can find. My life is definitely not where I want it to be right now. But, by the time my second season is over, that will be 38 days of rampaging appreciation. I think that sounds like a wonderful thing, because I know that my escrow has some amazing things lined up. It's time for me to do something I've never done before, and that is to appreciate consistently and daily. I expect it to be amazing. I believe that this has all been a great lesson.

It's time to live life as a deliberate, intense, joyful creator.

With peace, clarity, appreciation and love...
-Kyle

[Kay]

Hey Kyle,

Ever thought about writing a list of things you would like to have in your next partner?
I too am a keen listener of Abrahams teachings and they're always talking about we always know what we DONT want and focus more on that.

So prehaps writing a list on what you want in your next boyfriend might make you feel abit better.

Thats just a suggestion anyway, I wish you much success on the rest of your journey!!!! :) xxx

[Robin Amy Bass]

Thanks for your honesty..I haven't had access to the internet, until recently...but this is one of the first posts I've read. I 'm having my own contraditions...looking inward to try and find my emtional barometer helps.