Day 5 Season 4 (still going strong)

[Mark]

Hello! I usually write later in the evening but I may be going out tonight so I just thought I would blog now. It was a very productive day today. I got a lot of errands done and went to the gym and had a wonderful workout. I really went for the burn today and haven't done that in some time. So I feel really good. I have to say that I am still struggling on all of this me time. It's like tonight. I kind of want to go out and see some friends but part of me is telling me to stay at home and do some things that really need to get done. Like write for The Party Animals, Pay some bills, clean the house and so on. Then the other part say's that you are allowed to enjoy yourself. Have a nice time with some friends. Don't worry! Everything will still be waiting for you when you get back to it. So anyways I am sure when I blog next I will tell you who won the fight. Other than that still enjoying being in the moment. I went for a little walk today after the gym and just counted my blessings and all the wonderful things I have in my life. I then came home and cooked dinner for my two favorite girls. My cat and my wife. Just got out of the shower and deciding what I am going to do next. My wife is having a little girls night out so it's the perfect time for me to catch up with some of my boys. I have to say that there is then a small part that says stay home but watch a movie and still do nothing. AHHHHH! I just don't know what to do. I hate all the guilt I feel sometimes. I am really struggling with this and don't know why. Well it's something we are obviously working on in Season 4. I worked on my vision board today. I am glad that is back up and able to look at it on a regular basis again. All in all, I feel good with a little guilt. I guess that would some me up perfectly tonight. So I am just going to say a little prayer to the Universe and ask for guidance in what would be most beneficial for me tonight and trust that whatever I end up doing is exactly what I was supposed to end up doing. Thanks for listening! Have a wonderful night and an even better weekend. OH and a early Happy Daddy Day to all you fathers out there. Have a restful one!

[Christine]

I have the same exact struggle all the time about if I should do things to have fun, do work, do chores, or work out. They all seem to be calling my name at the same time all the time... Glad to hear that I'm not the only one!