I NEED HELP

[Morg]

Hello Co-Creators,

It's my season 2 day twenty-something (I think). I've been avoiding this site for a while, and at the same time something has been guiding me to write this post. So, here I am.

I know that a lot of you are working really hard to keep you vibrations high and positive so this is a WARNING. I wouldn't say this post is negative, per say, just very honest. It's my letter to the universe seeking help:

Dear Universe,
You have held me delicately in the palms of your hands for so long, and for that I am unconditionally grateful. I know I have seen and experienced much love and beauty. And for that I am grateful as well. But as sensitive as I am to all that is perfect in its beauty, I am also sensitive to suffering and pain of humanity and all life which causes me much grief. Please, don't take this as a complaint. I know that I am blessed. And I know that this sensitivity has allowed me to be creatively gifted and again, I am so thankful. But, I feel this pressure that is on my spirit is growing close to being unbearable.
Though you have given me so much, I want only one thing more than anything else. I want to be happy. And I don't think I can get there, to happiness, on my own. Please guide me. Because, if I haven't given up yet there must really be something out there for me to live for. My strength is growing weak. I need you to present yourself to me now more than ever. Please. I know that there must be more, more than this, more that what I am presently experiencing. I am at a breaking point. This is do or die, life or death, happiness or depression. In terms of help, I do not know the specifics of what I need. Of that, I am not too concerned. All I know is I want better for myself. I need this. Thank you for all that has and continues to be manifested in my life. Thank you for listening to my every want and every tear. Thank you for holding me when human arms were unavailable. And thank you for listening to this prayer with the compassion of one that has no one else to listen to. I open up my heart and my intuition to all that you have to say. Thank you again.

Love,
Morg



And, thank you co-creators for reading this. I really do appreciate it. If you feel so compelled, could you please ask the universe for help and guidance for me as well. I believe strongly in the power of many spirits. I love you all and thank you so much for the kind words that you have sent me along my journey.

I will win this fight.

Namaste.

[Clarissa Kelly]

I am holding you in my thoughts, and asking that the joy be returned to your life. I believe that our pain is a reflection of resisting "What Is," as Rachel has mentioned, and even if there is pain in the world, we must accept it, accept that we cannot change everything. Sometimes when we give energy to resisting the negativity in the world we actually fuel the negativity. Odd, but true. Part of the Law of Attraction.

Now, being a sensitive soul means setting boundaries, because what you have is a gift of sensitivity and empathy. I recently learned that it is VERY important for me to set boundaries. This is not selfish, this is not negative. It is what you might be needing.

I did a practice recently that might help you, too. I drew a circle on a blank page in my journal, and inside of it I placed everything that I willingly allow into my experience. Ask yourself, what am I willing to experience??? Put everything you want your life to have in it. Then outside of the circle I wrote the things I was willing to allow, but only with my permission (such as lessons about relationships). This part was more difficult. I told the Universe about these wishes of mine, and seeing them on paper made them clear.

Boundaries are not the same as resistance, boundaries allow the clarity to flow in and out of your life. If we allow everything then we can enjoy nothing. I am the same as you, I allow so many feelings from others, I am often on sensory overload. Ask yourself also if there are things you can limit (TV, news, traffic, certain relationships, etc.). Also, spend some time in nature, or just near trees in a park. They are wonderful for absorbing negative energy.

You are blessed to have your sensitivity, and there are many ways to protect yourself. If I find any other things that will help I will let you know (get lots of sleep and drink enough water, too). :)

Much love, Clarissa

[Anita Bhagawan]

it's write.. not right...:P (mispelling)

[Anita Bhagawan]

God (universe), I request you to help Morgan. Shower her with your light so as she understands everything. Give her abundance in everything.

Honey, meditate... it really helps to see things clearly... If you believe in mantras, do the 1 minute meditation and the Ah meditation.(videos found in my page). Also chant or right the following 108 times everyday.
'Teeru Neela Kantam'.

I wish you love, happiness, peace and light

from Anita