Sandi's Blog (8)

Well, the one's of you I chat with the most know that I've been pretty sick lately, and just couldn't seem to shake it. I finally went to the doctor and found out what my "issues" are, and thanks to my GOD in Heaven, everything is repairable. I was watching Lisa Christeen's video mentioning the God Box, so I got a beautiful box that a perfume set came in, and decorated it beautifully. Every time I have a problem, a request, a prayer for someone else, just whatever I want to say to God, I pray it… Continue

I WOULD REALLY LIKE IF ALL OF YOU COULD CHECK OUT MY LATEST VIDEO ON YOUTUBE REGARDING AN APOLOGY ABOUT SOMETHING I FEEL I DID WRONG... THANKS SO MUCH... WHEN YOU SEE THE VIDEO, YOU'LL UNDERSTAND MORE ABOUT HOW IMPORTANT IT IS FOR YOU ALL TO CHECK IT OUT.... THANKS SO MUCH, SANDI Continue

I've been really sick this week, so please don't think I've forgotten all you guys. I was bedridden for days and didn't even log on. I just didnt want any of my "special" friends that hear from me everyday to think something was wrong. I'm doing much better now, so I'll be bombarding you guys with comments, and my cute little blinky messages. LOL I hope everyone is doing great!!!! Take care, Sandi Continue

I SPENT THE ENTIRE AFTERNOON OUT WITH MY SICK TODDLER :-( , APPEALING TO THE SYMPATHY OF STRANGERS, BUSINESS OWNERS, ETC. IN ATTEMPTS TO COLLECT SURPRISE FUNDS TO WIRE TO SHAREE' AND WHITNEY FOR THEIR TRIP. I WANT THEM TO HAVE LOTS OF SOUVENIER MONEY IN FORKS!!! (and i BETTER get something good!!!) jk GUYS!!! I'VE LEARNED SO MUCH IN JUST THE 48 DAYS OF MY CHALLENGE, THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN. THE FUNNY PART IS THAT NOT MUCH HAS TO DO WITH ME. I NOW KNOW THAT MY TRUE CALLING, IN SOME… Continue

I AM SO PROUD OF SHAREE' FOR TAKING THE PLUNGE, GOING OUT ON BLIND FAITH, AND NEVER GIVING UP ON WHAT SHE WANTED!!! SHE IS AN AMAZING WOMAN WITH THE STRENTH OF STEEL. I'M ONLY INTO MY DAY 35 AND I'VE LEARNED MORE ABOUT MYSELF AND HUMAN INTERACTION, PEACE WITH MYSELF, PEACE WITH THE PAST, AND JUST "LETTING IT ALL GO!!!" I CAN ONLY IMAGINE HOW MUCH BETTER THINGS ARE GOING TO KEEP GETTING. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I NEVER KNEW ABOUT MYSELF AND MORESO HOW TO GIVE MYSELF TO OTHERS FOR OPTIMAL RESULTS… Continue

I DON'T KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE HAS EVER COME UP WITH THIS IDEA BEFORE, AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SEND ONE MESSAGE TO EVERYONE THAT IS A MEMBER, BUT..................... I THINK IT WOULD BE SO COOL IF WE COULD START A BOOK TRADING/PASSING "THING" FOR THOSE THAT AREN'T SENTIMENTAL ABOUT KEEPING ALL THEIR COMPLETED BOOKS. THERE IS SO MUCH AWESOME MATERIAL ALL THERE THAT WE'RE ALL READING, AND BOOKS ARE QUITE EXPENSIVE!!!! I WOULD LOVE TO SEND MY BOOKS TO OTHERS AS I COMPLETE THEM, AND THE ONLY REQUIREM… Continue

MY BIGGEST ISSUE TO OVERCOME IS THE OVERWHELMING REGRET AND REMORSE THAT I DEAL WITH DAILY ABOUT THE PAST. I AM STRUGGLING WITH A SUCCESSFUL FUTURE WORRYING ABOUT THE NON-SUCCESSFUL PAST!!! I KNOW THIS MUST SOUND LUDICROUS, WITH SO MUCH HOPE AND OPPORTUNITY RECENTLY PUT IN FRONT OF ME WITH THIS CHALLENGE, MY NEW CCOR FRIENDS, AND ALL THE INSPIRATIONAL AND TEACHING TOOLS THAT I HAVE BEEN PIPELINED INTO....... YET, STILL, THE SAME OLD DEMON REARS ITS UGLY HEAD,, SPEAKING ITS "OUTSPOKEN" OPINION,,,… Continue

THIS IS DAY 7 FOR ME OF THE 100 DAY REALITY CHALLENGE, AND I FEEL LIKE AN EXCORCISM HAS BEEN PERFORMED ON MY MIND!! I REALIZE MORE EACH DAY HOW LITTLE I THOUGHT OF MYSELF, AND JUST HOW MUCH THAT WAS HOLDING ME BACK. HOW CAN YOU LIVE EVERY DAY FOR 37 YEARS AND HAVE NO IDEA WHATSOEVER WHO YOU ARE????? THAT ASTONISHES ME EACH TIME I THINK ABOUT IT, WHICH, BY THE WAY, IS CONSTANTLY NOW!!! NEVER IN MY WILDEST DREAMS DID I THINK I HAD THE POTENTIAL TO BECOME THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT I VIEW LILOU, SUE,… Continue