After watching some of my season 1 videos I see that I say " I'm doing the work" alot. My question for myself is "Are you really doing the work?". I'm not sure if I really see the progress. I know this is a reason why it's important for me to keep track of my practices completed daily.
Like I mentioned in my VLOG I've got to get a routine established. Something I can necessarily do even if my family is around cause I'm not alone often.
I missed my children as I went to bed last night as they sle…
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Added by Yvette Marie on August 14, 2009 at 5:11am —
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Feeling a sense of peace after meditating twice yesterday. Feeling hopeful as I really worked hard to change my mind. Dam that ego is strong too.!!!!!!!!! Watched a new Abraham vid on the You that I hadn't seen before about cleaning up ones vibration, was really good for me. I posted it on here for easy access when I'm on this site. It was recorded 2/09 and it gave me a great feeling and that's what Abraham is all about.
Although I feel better than the past few days I'm torn and confused about t…
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Added by Yvette Marie on August 10, 2009 at 4:30am —
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What's been happening this season. Just checking in with myself.
-Yes still taking steps toward that peace and harmony I so desire.
-Knowing that I'm not doing as much as I can toward this desire.
-Been successful the past few days getting back on the meditation wagon.
-Remembering the times when I've been consistant the incredible results.
-Knowing that I need to make greater effort, no turning back.
-Knowing my relationship needs help and admitting to my self.
- Wanting in my heart to feel the…
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Added by Yvette Marie on August 9, 2009 at 4:00am —
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Big fight with hubby, same old bullshit. I know i'm focused on all I don't like about him. In reality it's really stuff I don't like about myself. Maybe not excatly the same things per se but I know they're a reflection of something about me I don't like.
Been struggling with this for a while and pray the universe will allow me to get clear enough to see the problem and thus courageous enough to follow through on the solution.
I know this is not about anyone but me despite my projection of it on…
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Added by Yvette Marie on July 31, 2009 at 4:00am —
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Well after a few attempts to make a VLOG yesterday, didn't happen so here's the BLOG instead.
Last night I intended to have a relaxing evening, I did. Thank you Universe. I ate dinner and a big no no but went to lay down till hubby left for work. The children played harmoniusly, it was wonderful. When I take the time to recharge my spirit with things that make me feel great I feel more available for my family. If I don't do what I need to do for me I'm ungratefully there for them and I feel the…
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Added by Yvette Marie on July 25, 2009 at 4:00am —
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What a jam packed day of re-energizing my spirit. GREAT. Chanting, reading, affirming, meditating, being grateful out loud, self help excercises and watching 7 Spiritual Laws of Success 2x. Loving life right now. I just went commando on my ego. Killed it today.:-)
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Added by Yvette Marie on July 24, 2009 at 4:00pm —
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Yeah still feeling good today. Before bed last night I read some of Power of Emotions and some The Little Money Bible and was feeling inspired, could hardly sleep. I think Abraham is incredible, has me catching up with myself. It feels so good.
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Added by Yvette Marie on July 24, 2009 at 3:30am —
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How significant that on my 50th day of the challenge is my first Spiruline harvest. I hardly slept a wink last night. Although it did not go as well as I hoped I still learned a ton to prepare for future ones. So that aspect was successful because also if I'd have waited till everything was just right I never would have learned what was truly wrong.
I'm currently re-reading Dynamic Laws of Prosperity by Catherine Ponder. Upon her suggestion I'm inspired to do some dream writing:
So now that I'm…
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Added by Yvette Marie on July 20, 2009 at 1:30pm —
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Yesterday I really practiced this and it was tough. As I have pretty much only hubby and the children as my measures for success I was pleased with my efforts. I felt good and I notice hubby did too. I at times felt like I wanted to explode with the need to comment. I'm being dramatic here just to give a picture of how well I did " I'm surprised I didn't bite my tounge off at times". The bible readings which I have started again really helped me. I just kept these words in my mind " quiet and ge…
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Added by Yvette Marie on July 13, 2009 at 1:00pm —
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I never posted a blog offically ending my Season 2 so here goes. I feel I can't offficially start blogging for Season 3 until I do this one and I'm already on day 39 of S3. Funny how we allow certain things to pick at us.
Well I did make a VLOG briefly discussing S2 end and I noticed I didn't accomplish a whole lot in terms of intentions I wanted to manifest. I realize that I didn't keep the intentions firmly in my mind because I didn't read them often or feel what the completion of them would f…
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Added by Yvette Marie on July 8, 2009 at 6:20am —
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I'm grateful because I realize and see everyday that as I send out good vibrations (Law of Vibration), I have been shown things I can do to make my tasks in life easier and feel good in the process and I feel great because of that. I feel appreciation for myself today because I have been taking steps everyday to stay connected to my source and manifest my intentions.
My ego likes to maginfy my moments of distress and make me believe it's hopeless but I'm learning otherwise. More often I'm changi…
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Added by Yvette Marie on June 26, 2009 at 6:00am —
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Wow it's my daughter's first school day. Just allowing her to get comf one day per week with the new environment and place till the actual shcool season starts. This day probably harder for me ended with a sense of peace that my girl is growing up and entering the next stage of her life, even if it's only one day per week.
On a challenge note currently working with my understanding and application of the Law of Vibration. I just love these universal laws.
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Added by Yvette Marie on June 13, 2009 at 6:00am —
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Despite feeling good lately a bit of truth here. I still feel there is a part of me that needs to claim myself again,all of me, in order to be truly happy, if that makes any sense.I think this was work I was in the process of doing B4 the family came. So in knowing the universe makes no mistakes, and that this is where I am suppose to be, then this is a time for me to become passionate about finding myself (I truly am). Not that I'm lost, just a lack of better words.
I guess this is why I'm list…
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Added by Yvette Marie on March 23, 2009 at 7:30am —
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My day off. Spent the day listening to Hay house radio, meditating, chanting, creating jewelery. I feel peaceful,and after this day of work, empowered. I love taking care of myself in this way. I needed this and am extremely grateful.
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Added by Yvette Marie on March 22, 2009 at 7:00am —
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So my time away from Hubby is almost over as I journal here he's expected this evening. I really enjoyed this time. Ingesting Hay House radio is great.
I've been savoring the thoughts of going to NY. I've been pleasured with the thoughts of acting again. I've been so excited about mastering universal laws.
I think this time here in France since I've started my first challenge I've been so focused on my spiritual growth. I'm growing and learning and making daily effort to feel my God source.
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Added by Yvette Marie on March 15, 2009 at 7:00am —
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I've been waking earlier and I believe it's due to being surrounded by nature so often. As I sit here journalling, praying, feeling, I like it. Hubby's away this weekend and dare I say I like it. I think the time away from each other is important and helps to appreciate each other more. Enjoying my new passion Hay House radio.
I spent a few moments this morning w/ hands on heart really speaking my intentions and desires for this day. Really needing to do this it felt wonderful.
I learned somethi…
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Added by Yvette Marie on March 14, 2009 at 6:30am —
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I'm describing my life again as I envision it to be. Why, because it feels good. Why, because I'm getting clear about my desires and intentions. Why, because I'm eliminating the self-defeating ego. Why, because it is empowering, so here goes.
I've been looking at my life lately and thanking God for how wonderful it is. My family is in perfect harmony and when we are not we just seem to snap right back. I know we are different with various emotions and will not always be in harmony and th…
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Added by Yvette Marie on March 3, 2009 at 6:30am —
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I manifested the whole day off. Hubby took the children to work with him as it's slow on Sunday's. It was great. I've not had that kind of free time since probably before the children were born. I took such good care of myself. I had long meditation, chanting, Vlog's, reading Power of Intention. It was a full relaxing and productive, mind training day. Thank you universe, you alwalys know exactly what I need.:-)
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Added by Yvette Marie on March 1, 2009 at 6:00am —
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Any feeling contrary to a sense of love is depriving you of the things you'd like most. Remove every big and little negative attitude you can discover within yourself. Remold, transform, and renew your whole experience of living.
You know I've got to remind myself that I'm doing good work, and yes I can act as if and get happy again if I get in a funk, yet it's not easy because I have lived the opposite for so many years. I've got to remind my self that it's all ok. It's ok because I kno…
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Added by Yvette Marie on February 24, 2009 at 6:00am —
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Well I'm on the 18th day of my 30 Day Mental Diet which is about learning to like yourself. I think that is a big part of this challenge for me. Even though on the surface I believe I do like myself, however I'm sure there are things lurking. Yes a big part of the challenge has to be to clean house as the diet says. I'm excited when I think about how powerful I really am and how wonderful my life actually is. It's fun. I'm making the commitment to change my mind and I know the universe is helpin…
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Added by Yvette Marie on February 21, 2009 at 5:30am —
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