Okay, so here it is day 52 of my second season and I am a little short on any of my goals; however, I am absolutely faithful and grateful for what has been happening in my life. I have been pretty busy working on a good source of income that would build residual. This years of work that I have put in researching companies, fighting scams, and hoping for something that I could believe in.
Now, when I started my first season, I was really focused on getting more freelance jobs for my graphix and…
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Added by LaShonda on August 12, 2009 at 12:41am —
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If you read my goals, you will see that one of them was to move out of Kansas City. I have! On May 6th I got off the plane at Dallas Love Field airport, and I took in a big breath of the new air. I feel great. Not only that I have accomplished a lot since I was last here. I have my business cards, and I have been getting business on craigslist, and from people in person. I made some money 24hrs after I arrived here making a business card design for someone.
What a great start in a new place. I h…
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Added by LaShonda on May 8, 2009 at 3:49pm —
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I am moving in the right direction. I have been visualizing the things that I want and things are falling right into place. This week has been overwhelming, but good. I did not realize I was 26 days into my challenge until I just did the math.
Here are the events as they have happened over the past two weeks.
First of all I got sick. Throughout the whole time that I was sick, I would promise myself that I would feel better the next morning. This worked very good. I was feeling ten times better…
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Added by LaShonda on March 20, 2009 at 10:16pm —
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I am fulfilled. I have to say this because I have spent a lot of time thinking. I have been thinking about a lot of things and it has been easier not to resist. It has been really easy to get through the days just being faithful and believing. I have been trying to tell my godmother about the laws of attracting, especially the art of allowing, and fighting resistance. I can only preach it I cannot force it upon anyone. I can say that since I have been practicing the laws of attraction, I believe…
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Added by LaShonda on March 5, 2009 at 6:49pm —
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I am bonding with my niece more and more. It is so funny. I left for an hour and came back, it was like a party. When I walked in the house the kids started jumping up and down. They were yelling my name and it was so funny. It made me smile really big.
I went ahead and started looking for apartments and found a couple of very reasonable prospects that I will be going to see tomorrow. I am really excited about this. I have no clue where the money is coming from for this but hey, everytime I go…
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Added by LaShonda on March 3, 2009 at 10:15pm —
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My friends children are so great. I love them. She has a little girl that is about three months younger than my daughter and she clings to me like lint on fleece. I cannot make a move in the house without her by my side. I love it. It makes it that much easier to pretend that I am with my daughter. I feel great.
I received an e-mail today in regards to my personal website. It wasnt very nice but it wasnt too bad either. I just responded with a nice little note and a kind God Bless and left it a…
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Added by LaShonda on March 3, 2009 at 9:20am —
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I didnt get to blog yesterday because I was too busy moving my stuff to my friends house. I am in a better place now and I am very happy about it..
Today is a new day. I am at my Godmothers and I will be able to work all day today. I am in a good place and I will have some good money pretty soon. I am truly excited about that. I am working on the logo for my graphics website today. I will also start building that site.
"I will be successful, I am healthy, I can prosper, I have everything I wan…
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Added by LaShonda on March 2, 2009 at 8:44am —
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My roommate tried to come at me again and bleed a turnip. I dont have anything to give her right now. I keep telling her it will be soon and knowing that I will be able to pay her soon but she Is being blatantly rude about the whole situation. I just gave her over the rent last week and she has been over charging me the majority of the time I have been here. I had let that go, and this morning I went and apologized for getting hotheaded and just asked that she respect me the way I would her. The…
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Added by LaShonda on February 28, 2009 at 11:38pm —
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I just realized that today was the last day of February. I have accomplished a lot this month.
"I can see clearly now, the rain is gone"
I believe this so strongly, I have been wearing glasses all my life and last night I had a dream that I was walking through a store without them and I could see everything so clearly, no blur no distortion. I woke up this morning knowing that I slept well but I didn't remember what I dreamed about. I found out in the middle of my Saturday morning routine, which…
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Added by LaShonda on February 28, 2009 at 10:30am —
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I got really worked up today about something pretty important but not important enough to react the way I did. I realize that now but I will not let people walk over me and that is what I feel my roommate is trying to do. Not only that she tried to confront me about bills in front of my company which was rude, especially since I have been overpaying rent in the first place. My cousin pointed that out yesterday. Anyway, I was going to have an adult conversation to try to mediate our situation bec…
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Added by LaShonda on February 27, 2009 at 7:44pm —
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Yesterday was great, technically still day four for me since I havent went to sleep yet. Funny I have never gone to college, but somehow I am writing a college research paper and I am knocking it out of the water. A little research never hurt anyone. It has been a great day, things I manifested two days ago came to pass today. I am so grateful for this. I can not explain the joy that is filling me right now due to all of the good things happening in my life. There was a teeny bit of resistance t…
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Added by LaShonda on February 27, 2009 at 2:00am —
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I woke up at 8 oclock again. I went from staying up worrying sometimes until 2 or 3 oclock in the morning to being sleep by 12:30am. As the days pass it is easier for me to go to bed at night. It is even easier for me to take short naps, instead of sleeping for hours in the afternoon. I am happy for my energy.
I woke up this morning to find in my e-mail a writing opportunity. I am truly grateful for this. I have been working for two weeks on my site, and some people are truly intrigued by our s…
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Added by LaShonda on February 26, 2009 at 10:17am —
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I have a site asking for help because of my situation. I started this site about a week before I came here.
THE SITE IS LISTED AS MY PERSONAL WEBSITE ON MY PAGE
Here I tell the trials that my daughter and I have gone through, things that did not deserve to happen to us. True enough some of it may have been manifested by my fear of so many things, that was before I found this wonderful site.
Anyway I read up on a few different sites about cyber-begging, sites like savekaryn.com and a few other…
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Added by LaShonda on February 26, 2009 at 12:22am —
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Now, I spent last night before bed in a great place. I was listening to the most soothing music. It was a piano with rain sounds in the background. I pictured myself in a rain forest, on a cliff behind a waterfall with the sun glistening through the water. I awoke this morning feeling so refreshed, Funny thing is I dont even remember going to sleep, I enjoyed this place so much. I woke up at 8 oclock and didnt…
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Added by LaShonda on February 25, 2009 at 11:18pm —
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In closing today, I would just like to say that I have taken time to get heavy things off my heart. I am not resisting change anymore. I love change I just want to be absolutely sure about things before I make a move. The signs are everywhere.
I am going to move with a friend who has 4 kids, I love the kids but I am not overly excited about it because they will wear me out. They love me so much, every time i'm around they just stay up under me. I dont mind sometimes but sometimes of course I ne…
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Added by LaShonda on February 25, 2009 at 12:00am —
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I wrote earlier about how good I was feeling. I still feel okay, but today has been a little trying.
This evening I go online to check the status of my account with my unemployment debit card. No deposit was made. So I go online to check the status of my claim and it said "Pending Issue". Hmm. Now that is strange because I spoke to someone last week who specifically said that there was no problem. I think I know what the problem is and I will resolve it tomorrow. I will worry no more about this…
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Added by LaShonda on February 24, 2009 at 9:16pm —
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Happy Mardi Gras....
I have been working on stopping resistance to my goals. I have been visualizing and acting out my dreams. Without a worry of how. It gets a little easier as I continue to visualize not to resist. When I begin to resist I just recite "I will, I am, I can, I have" just to replace the thoughts of resistance even if it means having to start my visual over again after I have pulled myself away from the resisting energy. This seems to be working.
I have had more energy in the pa…
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Added by LaShonda on February 24, 2009 at 3:49pm —
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I am beginning an enlightening journey. So many people have been willing to offer kind words. People that understand the pain that has sustained me for years. I am releasing it. I am getting rid of the pain and only thinking wonderful thoughts filled with positive energy. I am honing my creativity, I am becoming one with myself.
I will be successful! I will be prosperous! I will be content! I will be happy! I will avoid negativity!
I will refrain from the use of words in any negative context f…
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Added by LaShonda on February 23, 2009 at 6:04am —
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