Xenia's Blog (9)

I just realized I manifested no 1 from my intention list. I passed my nursing exam excellently. It took me two times - the first time I didn't pass - but the second time was perfect. Even my teachers were very pleased. Hehe, I knew I can do it! Anyway, I should specify my intentions more clearly, so I don't have to do things twice to get to my manifestation like in this case :) Continue

So I finally gratuated from college last week. I can't believe how quick it went. I've had dreams about my teachers taking away my diploma, me not having passed the exams yet and other terrible things. Then I wake up and realize: hey, it's all done - good job, Xenia! My day started very stressful but I knew it would all turn out just fine. And it has so far. I like having some stress but only when I know it's gonna be good. So I came home half an hour ago, checked my mail box and found a letter… Continue

It's Saturday. I had off yesterday. And today. What did I do? Absolutely nothing. Yesterday I unintentinally deleted my entire hard drive on my new macbook when trying to install bootcamp. I was so mad, desperate and it took me really the whole day to fix that propblem. So I thought, today was going to be better, different. But it wasn't really different. I spend all day at home. I have such a boring life. Every weekend is the same. All my evenings after work are the same. I'm just by myself. I… Continue

I just decided, it's time to step into Season 2. My intentions haven't changed much. Just added some new ones. Season two, here I come. Continue

I'm sitting here in my apartment, writing. I should be working instead. I was on my way to the hospital today when I noticed I'm way too late. It's my first day (well, my 2nd, but the first day don't really count) and I didn't want to be late. Though this internship is the 2nd on that ward, which means I know everyone, I felt embarassed being late. So I felt anxious and I decided to call and tell them I'm sick. Actually I only called my school and they informed the ward. I felt so bad in the beg… Continue

hi co-creators, I've been staying in Northern Michigan for a few days now and I'm enjoying myself very much. I'm staying with my former host family where I used to be their aupair two summers long. I come here every summer. I love seeing the kids and parents again, meeting the friends I've made here and just enjoying the American way of life. I love this place. We live right by the lake. The house is so beautiful and the family is so generous. I've never felt like an employee. We'll be going to… Continue

HI, today was my first day back at work. It was really boring, since our patient was undergoing a surgery. Bad for him, but for me that meant no work at all. It was still good, since my co-nurse (as a student you're always reffered to a RN) was really nice and I didn't feel nervous at all or afraid of making mistakes. I often have this feeling when I'm doing an internship. Though I must say that this internship has been really great so far, interesting work, they let me try out a lot of new thi… Continue

Hi co-creators! Here's a short update. Last night I went out with a friend of mine to play board games in a cafe. I hadn't known that 15 other people would join us. What a surprise. We had a fun evening playing, talking, enjoying ourselves. I didn't meet anybody that I want to meet again though. Neither a guy nor any girls. But I think I'm on the right way towards my intention of attracting a friendship and a relationship. The last past days I have been excercising in a gym, and today I went o… Continue

Hi guys! So, this is my first entry. I'm not so much a writer, so I propably won't be writing daily but hopefully on a regular base. I don't really know where and when to start. On the one hand I'm on vacation , so now it's the best time, on the other hand I haven't really figured out yet what I want to manifest in this first season. There's already a couple of things, maybe I should start with them and add new ones if necessary. Problem no 2 is, I don't think I'm that consequent to think of t… Continue