I used to push myself to the edge a lot. And although I'm more aware now than I've ever been before I am finding myself standing here once more while both fear and excitement are arising almost in conjunction, although fear has the upper hand right here right now. There's a very strong feeling that I'm letting go of what I think I know about my future and what I think I want, trying to grasp onto anything which will give me some sense of security but finding nothing, or rather, finding that thes…
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Added by Lynne on June 30, 2009 at 3:26am —
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Today is my 100th day on CCOR and am feeling much gratitude for all the support I've had from you all during this time, I have manifested money, work and am seeing the growth of qualities such as confidence, trust and more understanding of the law of attraction.
I am looking forward to starting my next 100 day challenge and learning more about myself and others, growing more and more beautiful inwardly and outwardly, there's loads I want to say today but I'm going away for a few days in about an…
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Added by Lynne on June 4, 2009 at 3:15am —
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I went for an interview last week and although I didn't get the job that I went for, I did get a lot of confidence from attending the interview, I'm not feeling so intimidated by them, I think practice makes perfect. It seems to me that if I do the ground work, the universe will do the rest, and if it's meant to be it will be, I just need to keep reminding myself of that. So tommorow I'm applying for another one, or two even, so wish me luck!
This evening I watched a really beautiful and inspir…
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Added by Lynne on May 20, 2009 at 4:07pm —
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Sometimes it's hard to share on here when things are breaking down all around me. I would prefer to share just the great, positive stuff that's happening to me but I feel that on some level and for the sake of my growth it's good to talk about the other stuff too, rather than not write anything at all.
This last couple of days have been very challenging in my personal/home/relationship life. There's been a lot of conflict in a relationship and this has led to a complete breakdown in communicati…
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Added by Lynne on May 8, 2009 at 6:08am —
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Hello Co-Creators,
this week I've had to face some painful facts regarding the state of my working life; especially how my lack of discipline has been gradually eroding my basic security/stability levels. This was quite a shocking revelation and it wasn't the only one, I also realised that my pride (largely hidden by a false sense of identification with wanting to achieve a certain mind-state) has stood between the lack of discipline and the means (both emotional and material) to put myself out…
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Added by Lynne on May 4, 2009 at 5:00am —
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Hello Co-creators,
In the last year I've started doing work-swaps with my friends, this isn't a new idea but I thought I'd share it just in case it would be useful for anyone else on here.
Usually, we do between two and four hours each although we have been known to do longer. One of the reasons I got involved was because sometimes I found it hard to get something done on my own, maybe a pile of paperwork that I hadn't been able to face filing, or an overgrown garden, or someone to drive me to…
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Added by Lynne on May 1, 2009 at 9:31am —
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Hello everyone,
I have become very busy all of a sudden organising a couple of events for a visiting spiritual teacher to the UK, and in the meantime I seem to be losing my ability to sit quietly with myself as my mind is racing continually. And, I find that I have very little patience anyway for sitting. I have to remind myself to breathe and bring myself home.
I am feeling quite anxious about what I WON'T ACHIEVE and forgetting to ask for what I need right now including the trust that things…
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Added by Lynne on April 27, 2009 at 6:09am —
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I've just spent the last hour writing this blog only to lose it all at the flick of a very sensitive key on my laptop! Talk about the impermanent nature of phenomena! Oh well....in short, I was saying how I'm enjoying re-discovering the Law of Attraction and this time round with less fear of its' power. I was saying that it's beginning to feel okay for me to desire material things and to say a big 'YES' to the Universe instead of turning my back on it's gifts. And I wasn't saying that I am grate…
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Added by Lynne on April 23, 2009 at 2:09pm —
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Day 50 - half way there :) and back from the easter holidays and really ready to go with manifesting. I intend to be more honest with myself about where I'm at with one particular desire and my need for help :
For a long time now I've wanted to write and in the last couple of months I've had a lot of ideas for books which is something I'm really thrilled about, but I'm finding it hard to actually sit down and start and I'm beginning to wonder if I'm more in love with the idea of writing than th…
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Added by Lynne on April 14, 2009 at 6:59pm —
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I'm visiting my family at the moment. Sometimes it can be quite difficult to be around them as we are so different. However, today my intentions are to really become aware of the peace within my own mind, for harmony with my family, and to have some FUN as there are going to be a few kids around which always helps me to connect with my own childlike nature.
Wishing you all a great day! Love Lynne
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Added by Lynne on April 12, 2009 at 2:05am —
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I have just edited my page again, taking off two of the things on my 'wish list' which I've received in the last week. The first was a new laptop and the second was being able to afford to visit my family from where I am currently writing this blog. So feeling a lot of gratitude today, and not only for the things I've been given but also for the freedom I'm experiencing in this moment in my own mind. Thanks for reading, love Lynne
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Added by Lynne on April 11, 2009 at 10:57am —
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Hi everyone,
for the last 6 months I've been sharing a friends' laptop as mine was too expensive to fix. After putting an image of a laptop on my vision board a few weeks ago, I've just been offered a brand new one at half the price it would have cost to get mine fixed, and whatsmore the guys at the computer work-shop have retrieved my data and are giving me cash for my old laptop. This means so much to me as I will now be able to participate much more on CCOR, time permitting.
I'm finding it…
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Added by Lynne on April 1, 2009 at 5:12am —
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Hello Co-creators,
today I am reflecting on my experience of manifesting and the feeling of being a little bit overwhelmed when I see that I am receiving most of what I am asking for. Of course there is some gratitude/joy at being able to ask for and allow things back into my life. But I feel there is something missing in all of this as I'm feeling a strong lack of motivation and drive.
Back in the early nineties I discovered the law of attraction through a therapist and started to manifest th…
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Added by Lynne on March 29, 2009 at 5:29am —
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Hello Co-creators,
Since I stopped working at my temp job I seem to have gone into a 'slump'; lacking motivation and drive to continue with the challenge and I realised that I've started to feel some confusion around my situation which is why I haven't been blogging over the last week or so. I decided to remind myself of my initial goals and put them on my blog today and to work with them on a daily basis in some way even if it's a small way to start with :
My intention in the next 70 days is…
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Added by Lynne on March 26, 2009 at 6:33am —
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Hi co-creators,
for the last week I have been working at my temp job which has now come to an end, I am so grateful that I have had the opportunity to earn some extra money through being of service to people who really needed my help.
Working full-time has meant that I have had very little time to participate in co-creating my life and particularly my vision. So I am now attracting work which offers me part-time hours for which I receive full-time pay.
Just to keep this in the day; today I have…
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Added by Lynne on March 18, 2009 at 3:48am —
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Hi Co-Creators,
I've been in my temp job for 3 days now and have been so tired that I've hardly taken the time to do anything creative, and guess what? The envy is back! it's not strong but it's enough to make me sit up and notice. It seems it's becoming clearer in my mind that the need for creative fulfillment; actively working towards a project in my own life is a necessary antidote to envy as is the practice of appreciating the other person's joy when things are working out for them. So this…
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Added by Lynne on March 13, 2009 at 12:02pm —
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Hi everyone,
the other day I wrote about having found a temp job and felt very excited about having manifested it very shortly after having stated my intentions to find work. Then today I was informed that due to unforseen circumstances the job was no longer available. I immediately felt deflated and disappointed and this mood has stayed with me for most of the evening.
I am seeing how easily my mind reacts to 'good' and 'bad' news with either elation or deflation according to the ever changing…
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Added by Lynne on March 9, 2009 at 5:33pm —
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Hi everyone,
I want to share my good news and gratitude today. For a while now I've been needing to find some work, but at the same time I was determined that I wasn't going to underearn and/or take just anything out of fear that nothing else would show up. Then yesterday I went to an interview and was offered some work.
On my vision board (just a little over 2 weeks ago) I'd written 'I work part-time hours and receive full-time pay', and then on Thursday last week I spoke my intention to be o…
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Added by Lynne on March 8, 2009 at 7:02am —
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Today I stopped to listen to buskers in town, something I rarely do, usually in a hurry to get somewhere/do something, and I left feeling so much joy from the music which was so uplifting especially since I found myself sinking into some 'victim feelings' a bit earlier.
Then this evening as I was browsing through my emails for a friends address I found I'd 'overlooked' this tale in one of my old emails, I remember reading the message in the email ages ago but don't remember this........hmm....re…
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Added by Lynne on March 6, 2009 at 3:38pm —
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Well that's my first week done; I feel like I've been coming on here for ages. That's probably because I've been on here a lot since I started the 100 day challenge. I feel like a child in a sweetie (candy) shop, so many choices to make about what to dip into. To say I'm loving becoming part of this global community is an understatement but at the same time I know I'm spending a lot of time on here .....oh well it's the first week, this too shall pass :)
Much gratitude to those who keep this si…
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Added by Lynne on March 3, 2009 at 7:14pm —
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