As I am getting ready for my trip today..I was going to pay my car payment for the month before I go... it said no money was due until February... I thought this is a mistake.. I dont think I paid for this month yet....So I went through my bank acct. and I had NOT paid... I called Honda and they said I was TWO payments ahead!!! I seriously do NOT remember this.....I was just talking this am with another Cocreator on how something like this happened to me before xmas another time... I CANNOT beli…
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Added by createfate on December 22, 2009 at 1:06pm —
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Havent posted anything much this week...I have been responding to others though....I have been unbelievably busy...Finishing up finals and now THREE WEEKS off!!! From one job anyway.... Flying into Phoenix and Mexico on Tuesday and will spend the a week with my family...Will be sooooo nice to get out of this MN winter....
I am actually looking forward to slowing down upon my return...I havent had alot of down time and I can tell....I went out for dinner tonight and my friend took one of my bags…
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Added by createfate on December 19, 2009 at 9:47pm —
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I have always given money to people on the street looked like they needed it.... and YES I know they may very well use it for drugs/etoh... but I do it anyway..
Tonight I was walking in the skyway downtown and was approached by a homeless man looking for money for the shelter ...YES you have to pay a small amount to stay in a homeless shelter... I gave him four dollars....He told me his shoes were worn all the way through... Which it didnt look like at all...lol.. So anyway I gave him the money.…
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Added by createfate on December 16, 2009 at 10:34pm —
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I just recieved a email and video from a complete stranger on Youtube who ran across my page on another Youtubers page and he took the time to wish me support on S3 (not a 100 day Challenger) The letter was filled with loving support and well wishes as if he knew me, along with a video on Happiness.... People are amazing....sure we all comment on Youtube but rarely take time to write a letter of support, just Because....I am sometimes moved by other peoples video and I will comment...The way thi…
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Added by createfate on December 13, 2009 at 8:28pm —
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I am noticing a more solid base with trusting the Universe and positive thinking... I was at work the other day and everyone was exclaiming that they couldnt get ahead financially and that they never would and they were all agreeing.... Except me I said nothing...I had a clear thought though "Yes you can" In the past I would have joined in...but I have been seeing a pretty steady shift in my thinking...
For one thing I have never believed that you couldnt get ahead...Deep down inside I have alwa…
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Added by createfate on December 12, 2009 at 6:53pm —
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I AM and ALWAYS WAS worthy of ALL of the things I desire!!! Source WANTS me to believe this!!!
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Added by createfate on December 11, 2009 at 11:09am —
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Money is coming to me from unexpected sources....It is SHOCKING that money is and WILL come from NOWHERE...... All that I need and THEN SOME is being provided!!!!
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Added by createfate on December 10, 2009 at 10:56am —
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SInce last Wed evening when I did my meditation, (which I am able to do on Wed for about an hour). I had a realization then that continues to unfold into what I would call a Spiritual Awakening...I realized that I was looking outside myself to heal my woundedness and waiting for something to "happen" as I went even deeper into it I realized that I could bring self-love to this wound and that it was really SELF-LOVE that I needed to use to heal this...Which comes into play when I have to confront…
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Added by createfate on December 6, 2009 at 4:37pm —
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Just had a BIG realization....Where I carry a wound, instead of waiting for the other person to say or do the right thing to help me to heal it .... I can apply self-love to the wound....This is what the wound has been WAITING FOR...omg...
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Added by createfate on December 2, 2009 at 6:53pm —
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I did a vblog yesterday but am having difficulty posting it... I wont give up though... I know its important for me to PUT IT OUT THERE...so I can GET IT BACK!!!!lollll
I am continuing on with focus on Relationships to get the flow going here... Right now I am LETTING GO and letting the universe move mountains for me....
I will continue to Meditate, blog (of course) Vblog..., I am also trying to take Reiki 1 and have contacted three different businesses with no luck..I figure I just havent uncov…
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Added by createfate on December 1, 2009 at 5:32pm —
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Happy Thanksgiving for those in the U.S. and Happy Thursday for the rest of you!!!! I certainly have much to be grateful for....
As S2 comes to a close... I see how much focus I need on having an Open Heart... Looking back it seems that with the wish of having great relationships comes the contrast that is going on in my own insides....It is reflected in what I see around me.....I have seen my strong drive to be ENOUGH and how ego based this is and how I need to begin to let this go... This driv…
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Added by createfate on November 26, 2009 at 10:04am —
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I had an ok day today... Today was my bday...yeah... I had to work in the am. But went out to a movie, shopping and then out for dinner... I couldnt take it off because I am going on a 10day trip over Xmas and using my vacation time then.I get like three weeks off from teaching and I am ecstatic over this... I need a break...
Today I made a step in starting a new... I just removed myself from a contact list...Its a long story but for almost two years now it has kept me tied to someone and now I…
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Added by createfate on November 22, 2009 at 11:29pm —
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I woke up this am thinking about my ex...and feeling upset about the fact that he sounded (last time I talked with him) that he had moved on... This is ego stuff.... I am going to get OFF this train of thought today....
The Open Heart Challenge is almost over.... I will continue into the next season... I was able to see that I need work in shifting my thinking to get to a new more open state... I want to see through manifestation that I have improved and can TURN THE PAGE and live with an open h…
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Added by createfate on November 21, 2009 at 9:31am —
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Today is perfect.... I can get unsettling news and flow with it.... I can reach for the thoughts that make me feel good. This is my new reality... I TRUST IT!!!! This is the shift that is happening at a deep level... I am starting to internalize this stuff!! So exciting... like a giant game... I am learning to trust in the good...
In times past I didnt trust the good as much....Particularly when change occurred.. Now I am making a major shift in my trust of positive thoughts!!!! I and I only, cr…
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Added by createfate on November 16, 2009 at 1:40pm —
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I got to work the yesterday and my coworker informed me that there was going to be a "Restructuring" happening in our unit. You know what this means... Possible layoffs... This is my parttime job but one that gives me 2,700 a mos. in income...Substantial...So I am a high paid worker and only pt. So... as a part time worker I will be cut before a ft employee. There are no other parttime people in my unit!!!! Yikes!!! Need I say more...
Lately I have been not liking it and knowing deep down that I…
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Added by createfate on November 15, 2009 at 4:23pm —
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I am attracting unbelievable high-quality furniture at shockingly low prices for my new house!!!! I am also attracting an abundance of money, love and health with ease.... The universe loves me so much!!!! It has been there all along!!!
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Added by createfate on November 13, 2009 at 4:46pm —
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Over the last 24 hours because I thought my old bf was trying to contact me (turns out he wasnt) It brought a bunch of feelings of anger and hurt to the surface......I was really much more hurt than i previously realized if I am still having such strong feelings after a year and a half....
I realized I am still hanging on to wanting a different outcome than what happened. I ended our relationship but STILL wish that he would call me (which hedid call to apologize last year-) and say he wanted to…
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Added by createfate on November 12, 2009 at 9:39am —
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Coming to the end of Season 2. or homestretch....I went to work somewhat tired today and found myself interpreting things outside of the vortex... I am able to recognize the contrast in my life and can use it as information to move me toward the life I desire......I am glad I dont have to "get it" in just one season and if I dont I dont get to have all of the things I want...
I am grateful to the Cocreators that continue to "create" so that I can continue to learn and know I am not alone on this…
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Added by createfate on November 8, 2009 at 8:17pm —
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Today was kind of a frustrating day for me.....I was somewhat crabby...I think its because I havent gone running in a few days because of other things connected to moving that I have had to do... I havent decided on a new club but did buy some new tennis shoes so I am ready....
I bought a desk at Ikea and tried to put the legs together (glass top) and it was challenging...well now I have to take it back and get a set of new legs.......ughhhhhhhhh I am not that patient with things like this...lol…
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Added by createfate on November 5, 2009 at 10:22pm —
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I will get the sign I am looking for today!!!!... and even though my morning meeting was met with some negativity... I am good...Life is unfolding as it should and I wont let ANY negativity that is in my space affect the rest of my day.... I will even get unexpected money today!!!!!!
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Added by createfate on November 4, 2009 at 12:35pm —
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