I meditated this morning. I feel such energy pulsing through me. I think it's a combination of this community and reading "I lost my job and I Liked it". I am over the moon.
Something I learned is a must act as if I'm already successful, already an entrepreneur, successful actress, living in London. So that I can gain the confidence and attract those things more quickly.
So.
I am Pink Petals, Phd, CEO, Actress, Best selling Author
Pleasure to meet you. ^.~
I have begun my huge business, got…
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Added by PinkPetals on May 1, 2009 at 10:30am —
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So tomorrow is the big day. Season 4 which feels really big to me. This upcoming season feels much larger as a whole. I'm sure no less due to more people joining. It's very exciting. I feel the momentum of this community is sooooooooo exciting! I am truly almost excited like Christmas is tomorrow. Really...
I made my vision board yesterday and it isn't too cluttered but right to the point and inspirational. Words like Grace, Love, Gratitude, success, Enchanted life. Got my Palm Pre on there.…
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Added by PinkPetals on April 30, 2009 at 7:00pm —
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I had the coolest dream. I've not told my mother about my burning desire/calling to move to London. However, in my dream this morning, I was sad and depressed I suppose over not being able to go. After much time, my mom decides to let me go to London so that I can be happy. She gives in and sends me off.
I know it was dream, but I feel like my mom has given me permission to go! (Not that I need it as an adult) but I feel a bit lighter in my decision. H.A.P.P.Y. (Almost makes me want to call her…
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Added by PinkPetals on April 28, 2009 at 10:35am —
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I've been experiencing this interesting thing that I cannot ignore any longer. I am actually able to meet with people in my dreams and get real time information from them. I realize there is precognition, and yes I do have that, however this is something different. It's as if I can meet with them on a different plane/dimension whatever u want to call it, and talk with them. Get or receive a very specific message. And I feel that I am in fact talking to them in real time.
For example:
A girl fri…
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Added by PinkPetals on April 27, 2009 at 9:30am —
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I've just spent a good deal of time watching Lilou's videos. Particularly the ones concerning her book. Wow, Omg I had tears forming and I was so incredibly moved. I know I'm here and I already know I believe, but if that's the case, then why was I so moved when I saw some big proof of it? I don't have the words to describe how moved I am. I felt all the energy of all of the videos I watched and I feel I'm suddenly back in the place I'm supposed to be in with this challenge. I hadn't realized I…
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Added by PinkPetals on April 26, 2009 at 3:30pm —
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Hello everyone!
I hope you all have been well. I have been great! Super busy with school. My school, my daughters school. I'm fully engaged in studying Korean and it's really exciting and fun! 안녕하세요 And Japanese こんにちは. (If u don't have the Asian language pack installed on your pc, those will just be little weird symbols =]) I've been living alone with my daughter for about 2 months now (separated), but I have a great parenting/friend relationship with husband. I've been going out and having on s…
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Added by PinkPetals on April 26, 2009 at 2:00pm —
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Computer issues and massive life changes... I know how can there be more right? It's good, miss everyone. Hope to be back soon! xoxo
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Added by PinkPetals on February 27, 2009 at 10:33am —
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Lots has happened! But for one thing I have forgiven myself for anything and everything ever! Huge, I am crazy hard on myself and seriously, things are not that big of a deal but I'm hardcore on myself. Also, I have given myself freedom. My husband and I are going to separate physically quite soon. BIG things! Scary exciting... you name it. I am going with the flow.
Ah, perhaps some progress with meeting my Guide, still deciding if it was my imagination or my ego. I will talk about that later.…
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Added by PinkPetals on February 8, 2009 at 6:00pm —
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Super quick post! (technically 25th, but I haven't slept yet!)
Last night I caught the time of 11:11pm... and it struck me so odd, I was frozen there. I read about it here and there happening to others, never knew what the big deal was... but I saw it myself and it stopped me dead in my tracks. I researched online about it, but I still basically don't know what it means! Anyone with any ideas. I really wanna know what it means, I felt it. well something strong, but what?
Oh yeah, I was looking…
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Added by PinkPetals on January 25, 2009 at 2:00am —
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Hi hi CCOR,
I have had a very very eventful last few weeks. A very confusing set of weeks with my husband(involving another woman). But cool news is... I've been looking at new places to live. =0 anyone who knows me would be crazy shocked by that. lol I was very nervous, but I went anyways. AND I threw away or donated anything that was no longer me. Pictures, yearbooks, clothing, whatever, felt AMAZING!
Also I went out for my birthday I went out (omg, yep went to a pub, I don't drink, but... it…
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Added by PinkPetals on January 18, 2009 at 12:30pm —
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Letting go of that which no longer serves me.
I believe I retrieved my power animal today. That was really cool. A fox, a cute little fox. =]
I noticed my diet has gone even more restrictive/healthy the higher in vibration I go. I now only have an appetite for really healthy foods.
I am really into watching Doctor Who these days, probably because I'm having Torchwood withdrawals, but it's pretty good. lol.
I am moving beyond my fears and going to the places inside myself and the Universe tha…
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Added by PinkPetals on January 1, 2009 at 11:30pm —
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Sooooooo I've been slightly away.....
But good news. I've grown lots.
Lets see here, school is super amazing!
I've started learning Reiki, I've started learning Shamanic practices (was a Shaman in my past lives and I have to do it again it seems) I've decided to start performing blessings for people. Taking their blessings up beyond the veils most people believe exist. More specifically, I want to help women with fertility issues. I want to help them have healthy babies! This idea came out of…
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Added by PinkPetals on December 31, 2008 at 9:30pm —
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Ok, So yesterday was my complaining blog. But I've edited it because I don't want to create more of what I don't want. And I'm already noticing a great change in how I feel physically. So by tomorrow I should be back to 100% and hopefully be able to eat foods I like to eat. I have learned a lesson, while I myself took dairy out of my diet for vegan-ish reasons, I will surely never go back. LOL Or maybe I should atleast take it slowly instead of flooding my body with it. I dunno... It feels weird…
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Added by PinkPetals on October 28, 2008 at 3:30pm —
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So,
I went to yoga class and it was an absolute blast. Everyone was really kind and genuine and all the things I said it would be. The teacher was very amazing and I have a feeling I will learn alot from her. I can't wait till my next class. And I have officially accepted whatever time frame I go to England in. I know it will be for my greater good no matter when I go. My job right now is to mentally and physically prepare myself to accept going. I've come a very long way since I first started t…
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Added by PinkPetals on October 10, 2008 at 1:40pm —
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So... I'm super excited! My first official Yoga class is tonight. And everyone where will be really nice and genuine and I will be comfortable, and I will have a great time, and feel relaxed and centered. I bought a cute inexpensive outfit for the class and finger nail polish! LOL Buying nail polish is big because I just don't wear it.
I'm feeling really happy today. Thanks everyone for your support about my videos. It makes me feel even more comfortable doing it.
My husband has made another s…
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Added by PinkPetals on October 8, 2008 at 1:14pm —
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How many phases I dunno, But I have a few others in mind. basically just doing things that I would have NEVER done before and cringed heavily at the thought of. But I must do them and be fearless about it. One of them is easily singing. Singing while others are listening... embarrassing! lol But thats ok, I was inspired to do this and my husband said ok and made a very short song for me and I made the lyrics and sorta sang it. I know I'm not a good singer, I know my song is silly and simple, but…
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Added by PinkPetals on October 6, 2008 at 9:00pm —
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So...
After yesterday, which was a feeling I didn't like I've decided I've reallly got to get in gear. And that means going outside of my comfort zone. I want to be fearless (or semi). I want to push myself and see that I'm still ok. So my first Vlog (sorta) is the start. I'm sooo boring really, I can't explain how dull I am. ( I don't take chances at things, I don't go out to clubs [never been ever], I don't get on rides at the fair ect) LOL I'm such a goody goody and I'm a party pooper and th…
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Added by PinkPetals on October 6, 2008 at 12:00am —
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I've been having a really great day today. And today my husband and I had a really great chat. We're totally ok with the other going off to realize our dreams. Mine is to go to England, and he wants to go to China to practice martial arts. Wow but we're both really ok with what the other wants to do, even tho the other doesn't have an interest in it. We had a really great talk about it, and we'll continue to support each other no matter what happens.
But then... I keep thinking about what this…
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Added by PinkPetals on October 4, 2008 at 5:30pm —
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I now understand that I don't have to be any one thing. I can have wild ideas and bring them to life. I can pursue my lifelong dream of acting and still be spiritually connected to the source. What an idea! The next part is I haven't done any acting for years. I've done a few voice overs in the past year but nothing serious. While I think it should sound discouraging, actually I'm feeling a surge of energy. It'll be a fun challenge! All the more fun when I reach a goal. WOW! So exciting! I can a…
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Added by PinkPetals on October 3, 2008 at 6:33pm —
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I was starting to feel the pressure of time a little while ago. Like... there is like a month and a half till my decided date, and for some reason I thought passport applications take 6 weeks for processing, but then I looked and it now says 3 weeks. Not bad at all. =] I was also thinking how suddenly scary it would be to go to a foreign country alone with my daughter. (it doesn't help that my friend in Bristol loves to tell me scary stories about bad things happening to tourists in London. -.-…
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Added by PinkPetals on October 2, 2008 at 9:00am —
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