Suzanne H's Blog (3)

Some days its worse, some days it's better. Today the lethargy and the headaches became so paramount and almost became unbearable. My eyes started to well up with tears when I thought about the life I used to live. How I used to take my health for granted. How I used to be able to run fine on little sleep and not sufficient nutrition. Not good, I know. I mourn the toll that the physical ailments have taken on my creative energy and vitality. But this is all useless, this is no good. Dr. Michael… Continue

I came across this gorgeous poem by an unknown author, but I thought it was too beautiful and inspirational to keep to myself. Enjoy :) May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May y… Continue

I'm learning to make peace with myself. Over the last two months, I've really been unable to accept my the physical and mental disturbances that I have experienced, presumably due to some sort of infection, but truly, I'm tired of fighting it. For so long I've morned the life and the energy that I used to have. I've searched the internet for reasons for my mental and physical condition. I've rested, slept, and I've isolated myself from life and people. I've cried and punished myself. I've taken… Continue