It is a beautiful clear morning. There is something about a cold winter morning that seems so magical. It is co clear, almost high definition. Someone said that the water droplets in the air give a prizmatic glow to everything. Sounds good to me! It is finals week then I am off to Florida. My natural melancholy has surfaced a bit,,And you know what? I just see the contrast in the emotion,,,and go fro there. I am so grateful for my life and this experience here in Virginia. It is amazing how much…
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Added by Shiva on December 14, 2009 at 8:21am —
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I am greatful for the free gym at school, for our exam that was postponed, for the fall weather, for free counseling at school, all the serendipitous things that happen and continue to happen, for my life and for realizing I need to love me,,yay. Good day.
S
Every time it gets better it gets better.
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Added by Shiva on October 28, 2009 at 7:59pm —
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Hello all,,
gorgeous fall day and doing laundry,,In this 3rd season, I notice that I am clearing out the junk and using my intention muscle,,practice, practice,,rejecting negativity and facing old paradigms,,more now than ever..Letting go and allowing. I realized how chaos was so part of my story. Even though I am a chill person by nature, the beacon for chaos was instilled in me early on. No more. This third season I allow. I let go of desires and I trust. I am allowing myself to create from jo…
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Added by Shiva on October 26, 2009 at 10:50am —
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Hey guys! I want to post a video i made on my macbook with my imovie, yet it says the file is to large to upload,,my video is 4 minutes? Any suggestions on how to do this and how to do this on my Mac,,,Thanks guys!!
Shiva
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Added by Shiva on October 16, 2009 at 12:32pm —
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I am so thrilled at how much progress I have made. I am focused and even when I was clearing out the emotional junk. I have been going through my soul and bringing up things and clearing them out. Tears and anger and I finally called my mom. But I am dealing with it. My pain from my breakup was lingering and gnawing at me. So I just gave in and cried. Perhaps that is what I needed. I know that all will be well. That it is necessary to go through the dark. I know relief is around the corner and l…
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Added by Shiva on October 4, 2009 at 9:33pm —
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I love Fall. It means change. Change is good. Golds and reds and it happens so gradually,like magic. Moving here has been amazing. The Fall weather is symbolic to me. Embracing change and allowing it to unfold its brilliant magic. I lived in a tropical climate for years, and now I live were there is seasons. It has been good for my soul. Change brings new amazing experiences. I am allowing for the first time in my life. I am truly grateful for it all...This being my second season,,going into my…
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Added by Shiva on September 23, 2009 at 10:07pm —
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I loose weight with my happy thoughts! I m off to work and I AM loosing weight with all the happy thoughts I project. The perfect job is on its way to me. I wrote in my journal a very clear vision of what I wanted. Oh, and I saw saw all sorts of signs in the Sex i the City movie. I am not kidding. I am changing my story regarding the men/boy situation. It is all about me. Just some random thoughts. Rewriting my stories to reflect love, laughter, fun, joy and major abundance. I am very greatful f…
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Added by Shiva on September 10, 2009 at 2:23pm —
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Every time it gets better, it gets even better!
Love it, going to live it!
Goodnight, Sweet dreams!
S
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Added by Shiva on August 31, 2009 at 11:33pm —
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I am in making my fall vision board right now,YAYAYAYAY!! I am thrilled to be in school and have great expectations and desires that I know will vibrate my way. I feel my ego grasping for its last breath,,I woke up from a dead sleep fighting with myself. I really feel the ego trying to sabotage me,,But to no avail. I am in the know. And the blessings are rolling in. Like today,,sitting under the tree, studying,,relaxed. It is exactly what I envisioned for myself this semester and it happened. I…
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Added by Shiva on August 26, 2009 at 8:46pm —
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Hello everyone,
Beautiful Monday and I feel like I need a nudge,,so I am going to list what I am greatful for!
New friends, my awesome school and all the people available to help me, second, third, fourth chances! The amazing opportunity that has come into my life that bring me a constant flow of money, being passionate about being an RN, all the epiphanies about myself lately, the meeting I had this morning about school, being inspired about the fall semester coming up, the bike I rode to schoo…
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Added by Shiva on August 17, 2009 at 2:34pm —
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Hello There! I am in day 55 of my second season, and this season is all about allowing. Allowing myself to be connected with what I truly desire and allowing myself to let it go and just receive. I know with utter certainty that new experience that fit my vibration ( work with passion, money) is here. I am allowing amazing things to happen to me and new people and connections! I shifted big time over the past couple of weeks and I am greatful for the lessons. I can't wait to see what it is the u…
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Added by Shiva on August 15, 2009 at 11:47am —
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I am well into my second season and I feel like this one was about ALLOWING.I am also going to listen to myself more. I am greatful for my job, but it no longer resonates with me and I am going to allow for a new experience to open up so I can regain my energy. I am a full time graduate student and I bar tend to pay the bills. I started to notice my energy going way down and i work to many hours. I do it purely for the money, cash. However, I am going to allow myself to really believe there is o…
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Added by Shiva on August 7, 2009 at 1:12pm —
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I need help. Mercy, really. I have problems with school and grades. Now I am begging a professor to change my grade so I can take my Nursing courses. I am literally begging. I am stressed, but worse I am beating myself up. I am have created this problem and no I want to uncreate it. Why do I let myself get this way? What is it about me? Why do I subconsciously sabotage myself. What is it? Is it so ingrained in my to be average and screw things up? I created this opportunity, so why am I struggli…
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Added by Shiva on July 27, 2009 at 11:39am —
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I am not feeling well right now. I have been in limbo over my 8 year relationship and holding on with bloody claws. All the signs are there that it is done. I am sick over it. I am here in Virginia and he is in Florida. To get into the nuts and bolts will take to long and besides all the details don't matter. He is amazing, wonderful and our love was real and perfect, to me at least. But forces drove us apart and I can't take it anymore. I am so sad and mad I cant even cry. I can't seem to let g…
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Added by Shiva on July 21, 2009 at 9:47am —
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Hello everyone one! I am back from my wonderful month long holiday and it was amazing. The neighborhood I was stayed in Spain was called GRACIAS! Amazing! I took the time to really enjoy every moment and to remain positive. I was with all my great girlfriends and they helped me through some heavy stuff. I can't begin to tell you how amazing and epiphany filled my summer has been. Now I am in season 2, day 27 and my focus is to enjoy the remainder of the summer and get ready for the fall semester…
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Added by Shiva on July 20, 2009 at 8:13am —
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hello folks,,i am here in barcelona and i am to pooped to capitalize. Having a blast and looking around in awe at this amazing life I live. Creating more beauty everyday,,I am so happy and greatful. Truly...
Thank you!!!
Sofia
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Added by Shiva on June 17, 2009 at 5:48pm —
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I will get my oil changed and pack my bag for Barcelona, email my Mother, get some cute clothes and a pair of multipurpose cute shoes I can dance in. I will find my drivers license and clean my apartment. YAYAYAY...
Peace and Love everyone!
Sofia
ps oh. and pay my cell bill.
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Added by Shiva on June 9, 2009 at 8:57am —
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Step by step,darlin! Somedays I grit my teeth when I write my gratitude list because I am filled with piss and vinegar,,I have to really bust through the dark ( And I mean DARK) but once you are in awareness,,like you are,,you can't go back. There are miracles everywhere,,something to get you through the moment. You will be fine,,this hard time just means you are making breakthroughs,,Try this,,only put out what you do want,,trust me it takes practice,,,And not just for "things" either,,Today I…
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Added by Shiva on June 5, 2009 at 8:33am —
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There is a gorgeous storm brewing right now,,a brilliant summer storm. The energy is amazing,,
Amazing..
Sofia
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Added by Shiva on June 3, 2009 at 4:10pm —
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I am so happy that I found this group. I just came upon it, really, no surprise there. So,,thank you,,thank you.. Another midnight epiphany was to take it all step by step,,,literally. I create day by day,,sometimes hour by hour,,depending on how I feel. Somedays I feel the strangle of ego and the dark side. I know why it WAS there and where it stems from and so forth,, but I am in awareness. I have always been a "sensitive" and these concepts are not new ideas. The older I get the more I settle…
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Added by Shiva on June 3, 2009 at 9:31am —
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