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So, here it is, Day 40, and I’m making my first blog post of my season two. Where have I been, indeed! LOL! Living a little contrast, some of which involved having no internet connection. Or power, phone, or cable TV. Or, even more importantly, heat. On Jan. 26, my area was hit by a devastating ice storm that lasted for 36 hours. I had seen extremely damaging ice storms before, but this one was the “mother” of all ice storms I had seen in the past. Trees and utility poles were crashing down at a… Continue

I’m calling this my “100 Day Report” because it’s been many days since my challenge ended on October 11. I did complete my challenge but I got busy, and never made it back to update. In fact, just four days after the challenge ended, I was on the West Coast visiting my friend Cindy for two weeks. Since she and I have decided to participate once again on January 15, I thought I’d at least do an update before starting the new challeng… Continue

I actually planned to post on Day 25, since it is the 1/4 point of the Challenge, but just wasn't up to blogging then as I was going through a very difficult time a few days ago. This mental house cleaning can be tough, and some painful things were weighing heavily on me.

I was exhausted last Sunday, and thought I would just sit and play a mindless computer game since I was unable to sleep. At some point, while playing the game, I realized I was crying. I just broke down. This went on for about… Continue

The third week of my challenge has been a good one. My practices feel good, and I feel like there are shifts taking place within me. While these shifts may feel uncomfortable at times, I think they are very good for me. This week, I have been doing some deep cleaning around the house, and in looking back, I think it may be a reflection of the deep cleaning going on in my mind.

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. About my wants, desires, dreams, and what is keeping me from pursuing some of them.… Continue

Hello, beautiful co-creators,

I almost titled this post, "Holy Crap!", but then thought better of it. It is, however, a pretty accurate description of how I'm feeling. LOL!

I am so excited about something that happened today. When I wrote my intention about friendship and relationships, I had a secret wish that I didn't type. There were two relationships in my life that weren't where I wanted them to be, and that saddened me. In my last post, I wrote about how a dear friend and I have reconnec… Continue