Enjoying The Moment & Always Present

I often look back at my childhood and my teen years and wonder what I should have done to make my life more fulfilling than it was. I seemed to have spent so much of my time not knowing what my purpose was, and not going in any particular direction at all. At the same time, I was so conscious about so many things.

I blamed my mother for everything that didn't turn out the way it should have. She provided me with no guidance, and refused to talk to me about how I felt. She simply didn't want to… Continue

Wow, it's been a long time since I've written a blog post last. I've been so busy with school and article writing etc, I've barely had time to breathe.

I am thrilled at my manifesting skills during this season. Everything seems to be flowing at an easy pace.

I managed to finally take my physical with the National Guard, it went great, and I am looking forward to a medical waiver and then a consultation with an orthopedic doctor to talk about my hip. I told my recruiter though that I want to ap… Continue

I got paid for my articles today and I also got the money yesterday that my boyfriend sent me, and yet, I still don't have gas for my car. I put some gas in it, twice, but the amount of driving that I had to do, and some essentials that I had to pick up (like diapers, and a potty for Nicky) depleted my funds again. I had called earlier in the day to try to get Alex after my class, but had no money to pick him up so I had to tell his dad nevermind. :(

This will just make my weekends with him tha… Continue

I'm usually not down like this, but this week has been soooo harsh!

I couldn't get Alex today. My windshield wipers on my car stopped working on my way to pick Alex up, and it was raining, so his dad wouldn't let me take him today. I couldn't turn around and go home or check fuses or anything like that - I had already been on the road for an hour and a half. I spent my last bit of gas, outside of what I need for school on Saturday, getting out there and driving home -- without my son.

On top o… Continue

Yesterday left me depleted in more ways than one, and at the same time, I didn't plan properly for my funds for today. I should have made time to write articles this week so that I could have had the gas money to go to both my Toastmasters meeting and to class this evening, but I had been running around to so many places this week, and I even missed class Wednesday. I'm beating myself up a bit about that.

I am pretty sure that I will be able to talk to my teacher next week about not taking poin… Continue