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I haven't been writing much because well I've been lazy. Well actually I feel like nothing uber exciting has happened yet, but you know what uber exciting things have been happening. Looking at my list and a lot of the things I wanted to manifest are manifesting some things I still have to work on. I'm going to be appreciative for what I have, I know these great things/opportunities are coming into my life. I have to keep on knowing that. I have to have patience. I'm excited.

Yikes! Its been a while again but I'm back! I been busy. I was looking over the list of my goals and it seems like some of the things have/are manifesting. Great! I'm appreciative of the blessing I have but I still feel a little like hmmm... how do I put this?... well like I want more or something else. I feel bittersweet about my situation right now, I feel like somehow I not completely focused on what I truly want. I promised that I will be. I still need to change a lot, but a lot has changed… Continue

Well I started school this past Wednesday, something I'm sorta half and half on. Half of me is excited to be around new people and learn a few things and the other half wants to be somewhere else in my life already and never wanted to go in the first place. I know that this is where GOD wants me right now for some reason, I know it. While there it does inspire me to write more and think more for some reason; when I say write and inspire I mean in the creative, artsy way. (Maybe I'll share someth… Continue

I've been struggling with one thing for a long time- "self confidence or feeling worthy". When I was small I had all the confidence in the world, if you looked up that word in the dictionary there would be my picture beside it. But in the past couple of years, I've been struggling with finding again. I want to do so many things and this low self confidence is hindering me from doing so. Its gotten better, believe me but I still don't have it back. I need to feel worthy like I deserve great thing… Continue

Hmmm, I've been slacking on my blog postings, and other things for the past couple of days. I really haven't been focused on my focus, well not as much as I could be. Starting tomorrow, no right now, I'm getting back on track. I will start with things that I am going to do. I will meditate & pray several times a day especially in the morning, I will exercise regularly, I will eat healthier, I will drink enough ounces of water each day, I will explore, I will practice my Spanish, I will stren… Continue