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Sunday morning 6 o'clock and I can't sleep. Anxiety keeps me awake. It looks like the situation is so unsettled. Work is going bad and I still haven't find the money to get a place. Very hard to have the faith that things will be ok.

Well about the challenge, since day 1, I attracted a job. I was very grateful that I got a job as a web producer after only 2 weeks. I was so focused and determined in my intentions and I got it. This job is very unlike me and I already feel like a prisoner. I have… Continue

it's been a wile but august has been interesting... But september came with a few good news that helps. It looks like london might be back on the cards for me. After 9 years there, I thought I had turned the page but let's think more like I am going to write another book!
It's mixed feelings really but at the moment this looks like an opportunity. Back to square one again but I have done that a million times in various countries. This time is different though as I am still exhausted at times. So… Continue

Phew, this is it!
I am looking forward feeling better. That's the main aim of this challenge.

1. Hope and dream again, finding excitment. towards the end of the second challenge, attracting a great job where I can feel happy.

2. attracting money, or ways to earn extra cash. Money to be invested in ME

3. Keep losing weight. Weight watchers has proved to be very efficient on the long term with me
. I have never put the weight back on. I also enjoy running in the countryside surrounded by nature… Continue

Internet is back at home and boy, that's great news.
It's funny i've just read my last blog from may, a bit slack here, but I was very optimistic. Well June has been very proving and tough but these days are way better than end of May/Early June. I am grateful for that. it's not heaven but in comparaison, a small step has happened.

In my email I recieved the new form from CCOR about the profile and there's a section about asking what season and what date. Well with what happened in june, i wasn… Continue

Well today is a weird day, I haven't slept, less than hours but this morning, surrounding by the negativity I left this place charged up with negative energy and went to the coffee shop. I start to enjoy a new earth. I'm doing a lot of thinking these days, well i'm supposed to to look for a job but my energy levels are so lows that I am trying to figure out why. Well I start to get some answers and I am more aware of my inner situation today. BUT that's where it is exciting, I have this overwhel… Continue