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Not focussed at all, I realised. I try really hard to focus on my goals but its been so difficult to concentrate. It doesn't help moving around from house to house. I know why I'm distracted but its too personal to state on the website. Thankfully I have realised what the problem is, now the solution is to analyse whether its worth it to carry on thinking that way? I know I'd rather focus on my dreams and goals, but a part of me is self-sabotaging. it ends TODAY, no more self-sabotage. Each hour… Continue

I'm such a day dreamer: yes, its good for making your dreams a reality, however I forget to realise the outer world, the day to day scenarios, need just as much attention and focus. I got told off today by my boss who said that I need to focus more to avoid making mistakes that could upset patients. So whilst I was in the shower, I realised that most of my bosses have told me this. I don't live in the moment, the present at times. I get bored and start daydreaming, when I should be focussing on… Continue

Well, I'm really proud of myself. I saw an affordable house share with great travel connections and great vicinity, so I officially have a place to stay in January. wooooooo. Well, I still got to sort out the payment, get in touch with the landlord, get paid so I can pay for the rent and all. The room is like a box yet what counts is I feel grateful that a friend of mine actually lives in the house, therefore I feel even safer to be living there! The great thing about it is, and I'm sure this is… Continue

i thought I would be happy in starting my second season for my new goals, but as I sit and write my blog, I'm overwhelemd by sadness and frustation. My housemate who I wished to live with seems to have pulled out on the idea of living with me :( So now I have to search for accommodation before I return home for xmas. I only have a week or so to sort myself out. Luckily the univese was on call and I asked for an SOS: I called up a friend of mine who lives in a houseshare and said if any of his ho… Continue

wooooooooo I finished my challenge!!! actually I finished ten days ago! yeah! I did it. I'm soo soo happy and grateful that I took the challenge, believed in myself and went for it. So, this blog is dedicated to the review of my past 100 days:

When I look back I realised I was in a dark patch in my life, I saw no light at the end of the tunnel. I was bruised and broken...... but I still believed. I didn't know how I was going to get to London or whether I would get a job during this economic cl… Continue