Opening Lotus' Adventure....

At first I hated it, with such a passion I was like a volcano erupting with anger several times daily and everytime I opened my eyes the tears would flow. Why did this happen to me? Thats my whole life gone! I now realise its only the begining and its what I needed to progress in my life.
Before he left me I spent my daying thinking only about him and making him happy and what I could do for him. I got little return in the last couple of months and to be frank I cried more with him than with him… Continue

I've had a really rough couple of days... they were full of bad times and negativity. Alot of crying also!
Today I just watched "the secret" again on DVD... I've been going about this all wrong!
So.. tomorrow is day 1 season 1, also my anniversery with my boyfriend... NEW BEGININGS..!
I am filled with new enthusiasum and love. YAY! Tomorrow my challenge begins proberly! I am so excited!
I love this community! xoxox

My graditude list- Being gratful everyday because ...
+ I am doing well in colle… Continue

I had my AS level results yesterday. I got BBC. I need ABB. The grade C I got was Chemistry where I was predicted a A, I had gotten that, I would be fine. I am only half way through my Alevels but Univeristy applications start now and there is only one univeristy I want to go to... That requires ABB, I know that if I retake some exams and work hard next year I can get ABB but the thing is Bristol may see that I have gained only BBC and throw my application away. If only I concentrated more on my… Continue

Basically here are some guildlines to myself on what I want to do everyday. The days I do do all these things are amazing, productive and happy. So I don't really realise why I do not do them every day? Strange I know, but don't we all do that...I think its defined laziness.
Well I have thought of the concept and skeleton of my first novel, I am no writer but I want to become one...
So firstly... Contribute to my first novel called "Princess Opening Lotus" every day.
That should be fun!
Secondly… Continue

Wow so... I am currently half living at my boyfriends house for the next couple of week and last night while in bed something occurred to me.
I was doing some breathing exercises I learnt in a yoga class, in a final attempt to fall asleep as it was 2am and I was still wide awake (this is what you get for waking up 11.45 that morning!). I then realised that my breathing sounded EXACTLY like waves on a sandy beach and it was beautiful..! (The distant sound of Roberts snoring ruined it a tiny bit,… Continue