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Wow, two icons of my youth are now gone. I was so sad to hear about Farrah. When I read the news today, I was sorry to hear that she and Ryan O'Neal; who I believe were soul mates didn't get the chance to get married. I remember when I was in the first grade and she was practically worship by everyone. I recall a fashion doll head of Farrah given to me as a gift that I just LOVED! I really thought she was cool. Especially that fabulous HAIR. She rocked that look HARD!

Just when I was finally ma… Continue

I grew up in an all white neighborhood and during my youth, never knew of any black children other than those within my family. In 1980 another black family moved into our neighborhood by the name of the Russells. Unlike my family, they were church going people.

Mr. Russell struck me as somewhat of a religious fanatic. He was a very hard worker. He worked as a pastor and did lawns on the weekends. From the moment I saw him, I was fascinated with him. He had a cheerful demeanor, always smiling a… Continue

Not much to say except, I've been feeling happy and excited the last few days. I haven't made any videos relating to CCOR lately. Nothing has come in my mind. I think I said a lot in my last video which I made after meditation. I haven't channeled any special energy lately to have any useful thoughts to contribute. There is a time and place for everything I guess.

My birthday is coming up on the 15th and I plan on making a big deal out of it. My mother is so sweet to give me money each year. Sh… Continue

I am wondering why so many people seem obsessed with wealth and material things who are around me. They talk as if these things are the most important things in the world.

I work in as a manager in an accounting department and I make a lot of money. I always have money and I spend so much money on my son that he is spoiled rotten. But does that bring me any happiness? NO! What I long for is to meet someone who loves to listen to 60's and 70's music. Someone who likes being stupid and having a g… Continue

Oh goodness me! I have to go to work and I feel it coming on....The flu that everyone was talking about yesterday. Stupid germs! I felt myself getting a little foggy headed last night. I can't believe I spent all the weekend and vacation safe in my home then go to work ONE DAY and the germs jumped on me real fast.

I have to go to work today. I do not like missing work. I will just tell them to stay away and leave me alone. I like working alone better anyway.

Most of my blogs don't get read, bu… Continue