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I am seeing signs of effect from the cleanse though I almost have hard times accepting that I see them, I don't quite have a good amount of energy I had hoped for yet but my tongue looks like it's started to clear up and I can see myself shaping up and loosing weight, but as for my not going to the bathroom so often as it is I would have hoped to go more. Today I was -very- nauseated by just the smell of fresh squeeze lemons it amazes me I made myself drink it.

As for the summary of my first 10… Continue

Bleh, I feel uncomfortable, during night two and three I would be up because of food cravings and I'd not feel like drinking much anything during the day though I am trying my best to do the minimum. What's coming out is very limited because I I don't go much anyway. I'm a little discouraged but I am keeping on with it, I'm kind of afraid of people being concerned because they don't know what a detox symptom is. So the fact that I am having the symptoms I guess is a good thing, I've noticed that… Continue

First day of my master cleanse.. I seem to love the taste of everything including the salt water flush and the teas, I'm almost embarrassed for liking the salt water (my supper last night was especially good too XD ) , I'm not sure if I experienced any real hunger but I have defenently been craving cooked foods I wouldn't normally eat, like fried stuff, and I keep almost feeling guilty even for the normal stuff I use to eat. For some reason its just strange, not the cravings but the fear, becaus… Continue

Hello Co-creators, I'm sorry for not blogging or anything for a long while, not that I expect anyone to care.. I'm not sure how to summerise what I've done in the past 95 days I do know It feels like alot of change in attitudes at least, and the full 100 days aren't over yet anyway.. I'm mainly just expressing my big big exitment right now about getting started on a ten day master cleanse tomorrow. That's pretty much it for right now I guess not sure what else to say..

Sorry, Probably going to be a kind of long blog entry

Earlier this week I have been really really depressed in the weird hopeless ways I remember feeling some times before. The way I felt was like I hated myself and I hated everything about conscious experience, like I just wanted to not be conscious and its hard to explain and to put in the context of the teachings of Abraham, but I eventually got out of it last night and did some fun creative processes as I was in the place of knowing when I… Continue