Share 'Sharing a couple reflections I've had AND I need some relationship advice (in the middle)(sorry it's so long)'

Hi again, WELL, I really do suck at this whole blogging/thinking about this everyday. Well, that's not true, most days this does come into my mind, and most of those days, it's a positive thought and I'm not beating up on myself about neglecting my blog, this group, all of you guys, but mostly myself. I think today is day 39??? That's crazy!! It feels like I just started and it's already more t…